Tag: possession

I hold these truths

One “final” push here. With the fact of who I am and what has happened during that month in February, it is incredibly hard for me to show you easily why this is so important for me; it is not self-evident and takes some time to fully comprehend. What I ask is to think differently for once and to stay with me even if it may seem stranger than even some paranormal type stories but it’s indeed the truth. I go by my word, to the word of God the holy father even. Struck down if it is not and cross my heart and hope to die. I went this far to document all this to the best of my ability and added information along the way and I hope it is not in vain.

Believe me, I thought like you and nearly dismissed things of what was happening but I stuck through it because of my compassion. It is all truly an amazing thing that happened to me and Benjamin. A teenager becoming possessed by a spirit twin and himself attached to other spirits who follow him and protect him from harm. A powerful spirit that was with Benjamin for many years only wanting one thing, a spirit attached to a girl, his lover that died. All he wanted was spiritual love. Benjamin’s helper spirits who are attached to him; Veronica and Jessica protect him from death and keep evil from overcoming him. Things such as the time when he was cut all over his body from Emotion spirit and they helped him to heal in record time and made the doctors have a run for their money. Even the name meanings are amazing – everything making sense to what function they provide. Bianca being the other side to the twin spirit, the name meaning “white” or “shining” and Bianca being the good side of that spirit – code named Emotion. And the helper spirit attached to Benjamin; Jessica meaning “foresight” or being able to see into the future – and her actually being able to look into the near future within a day and knowing time itself. Also the fact with our names; my middle names meaning supplant and light and my first and last meaning: sea or water (a body of water) and “a foreigner.” Benjamin’s name meaning “son of the south” and “right hand of God” and his last name Lui meaning “kill or destroy.” If you look into it more it has meaning for what we seem to represent here. The simple fact that out of all people to have known this Benjamin online and to run into him there and to have all this happen is also incredible.

So if nothing was done something horrible could have continued to happen during the lunar eclipse – the early morning of February 11th – Emotion spirit, intent on “killing us all”, “all us idiots.” While possessing Benjamin he was going to destroy all of the Los Angeles area in literally a flash since he can move while possessed like that at really high speeds and hover off the ground among other abilities. The swat team was destroyed by him in seconds just using Benjamin’s hand. He has said, “was this my weapon for the war?” referring to his hands. The thing that possessed Benjamin is not human, doesn’t like us and just wants the love of Carly attached to Chelsea – which he finally received on February 27th after the solar eclipse. The fact that two different things happened on these eclipses; one good, one bad is also what amazes me. I refer to the spirit as the Antichrist spirit since it is a part of two extremes, one part bad and one part good but I am unsure what it truly is. So if I wasn’t there to keep Benjamin’s spirits up – evil (Blake) may have lost control of Benjamin early and killed him to go after Chelsea to kill her to release his love into the air – a spirit named Carly attached to Chelsea. He would have grown impatient and done so, his note he wrote to Benjamin was a promise that if Benjamin doesn’t reunite with Chelsea that is what would be done. I represented the healer in this situation for Benjamin – a healer of his mental state and returning Chelsea to him for him to heal. It was my purpose in this, to heal and comfort Benjamin before the unthinkable happened in the Los Angeles area. Emotion spirit has said he would “destroy all in this city” and release more than what he had if Chelsea was not returned to him in time – yes demons of himself and spirits of hell that seek to kill is what he said he would unleash. It would be terribly similar to Beyond Two Souls video game with entities being released from a portal to the other side. He has threatened to kill me off as well if I failed the mission. I have felt like a savior to everyone being the only one who truly understood and stopped this from happening. Now of course everything seems to be good now and they are happy together now with Emotion spirit being supportive of me. Emotion spirit told me that Benjamin cherishes me and will remember my name always.

This is why I need someone who is intensely patient and understanding like I am. I am not here to be put down for this belief – this truth. I am here hoping that you would understand this truth and take heart to how honest I am willing to be. It is not superstition or pure coincidence. It is quite incredible for this to happen in this way. I will go to my grave with this like I’ve said before.

Now I ask of you to read through everything and try not to dismiss me.

I pray that Chelsea and Benjamin will now be together forever. It has to be this way or bad things WILL HAPPEN on Earth. Emotion told Benjamin that he and Chelsea must be together until death parts them. That was the agreement so Blake (Emotion spirit) can be with Carly. And again, this is nonfiction and not fictional.

Check out this song by Starix & Freakpass – No One Else

(Benjamin’s song for me in a way)

With love and light, always!~

February 22nd-May

Things were quite dire at this time. I honestly had no clue what I could do or needed to do to get Chelsea to come back to being with Benjamin once more. As time was barreling down on me, all I had were despairing thoughts of what if scenarios for Chelsea not to come back to him and what would happen to me, Benjamin and Chelsea and more. After the outcome however, I was just shocked and in disbelief that everything went smoothly.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 22nd Benjamin came on Snapchat this time and asked me if I was ok. It was pretty difficult because it felt like a hostage situation and I was the one who was outside seeing it all unfold and had to make the calls. He told me to take it easy and I said it’s hard but I would do my best to stay calm. I was honestly glad to be speaking to him instead of Emotion. I asked him how Jessica and Veronica were and what they thought of me. He told me he didn’t know but he heard them speak to him but not about me at all.

On February 24th-26th I didn’t really know what to say to Chelsea to get her back with Benjamin. To just make her answer me in some way. At this point I was really doubting that they would be back together unless it was some sort of shock factor, a realization or just seeing for herself what Benjamin/Emotion can do. Emotion said that he saw a lot of syringes all over him to stabilize his heart rate (probably at the hospital) and Benjamin being “lost.” That he’s been shot by syringes, he’s been tazed, and now cut up by Emotion. He told me that he likes Benjamin’s reaction when he sees Emotion as a spirit and saying that his body looks pretty good cut up.. I asked him some things I could try saying to her since I didn’t want to be stuck without him to go to when she actually speaks to me. I seriously didn’t know what to say to her and he started to get angry with me telling me to “start the fucking conversation” and that “it’s either you want the kid to die or not.” Later, he apparently said he found a crystal to gain power from it to make himself stronger and to kill everyone. He again asked me if she answered me and it was another no after I messaged her. He then tells me that at the end of the month he intends to kill me if it all doesn’t succeed..

Then Benjamin comes on saying to just go and have fun. He asked me again if she answered and I told him that she hasn’t and that I thought that she probably thought what was said to her was an empty threat and that she just doesn’t understand. Then he tells me that “God you people are stupid.” He then says what he likes about Benjamin is him yelling after he cut his body 372 times. Saying should he add 300 more or call in the hell hounds.. and really meant it. Then Benjamin comes back saying to run, to stop helping him and to just save myself. Telling me that his mom made it (Emotion) drink something but was effecting Benjamin. This is where I lost it saying the only way I can get through to Chelsea was by force alone or to walk up to her and show her everything to even other extremes such as getting her into a government facility. Benjamin didn’t want me to sacrifice myself for this situation and just wanted me to be happy and I told myself I wasn’t going to do that (but in a way I have). I said to him I have done all I can and he thanked me. Then Emotion came back and tells me “No you fucken idiot” about my ideas and that “It is I again” and that he sees that Benjamin wants to die. Telling me that he’ll end Benjamin like the police ended him and that I was next. That he would keep consuming people’s souls and gain the ability to do anything. That I was next once he got to New York and then he would go after Chelsea in Houston, Texas. Then at night, I prayed to God for them – Chelsea and Benjamin to be together forever. There was a storm rolling through and as I started to pray lightning flashed and as I ended the prayer lightning crashed. It was amazing! It was spectacular! It was a miracle because the day after she came back to him and my and Emotion’s mission was accomplished. He said that “I’ve done good even though I didn’t help” but I feel like if it wasn’t for me then Benjamin would have been completely broken much sooner and would have no support. I was his healer as he’s told me before. I was basically in a daze the whole day just in utter awe of what happened. Then later on, I was in full joy and bliss when it really occurred to me.

Later on in April there was a ghost that Emotion said was after all of us – Benjamin, Chelsea and me and intended to kill us all. The fact it knew me through Emotion/Benjamin was another thing entirely since I have no real connection to him. Saying that it would take precedence over Emotion and control Benjamin instead. Emotion told me that this ghost was not human and could possess just like him and that he sent out another ghost to track it. That it was in my area of New York and was searching for information on Benjamin/Emotion and was trying to get it through me. Emotion told me to be weary of telling my name to people as well. Benjamin’s right eye was also not right as something happened to it that makes his right side go rouge and is separate from Emotion controlling him. It’s something the hospital forgot to take out in time whatever it was. One time something happened to a kid while he was at school when the eye went rouge. I was a little frightened about this ghost searching for us but now in May it seemed to have forgotten about us and is not searching for us any longer. Nothing has happened with Benjamin’s eye since that incident so everything seems to be going well. Now Chelsea and Benjamin love each other even more than they first did back in August and it’s just a wonderful thing! I don’t know how it happened but it’s a miracle that they are together again and in such a strong relationship. A relationship that is eternal but forced.

Like I said it was a crazy ride with extreme hardships, with ascension sickness and somewhat of a divine purpose I had or something quite terrible could have really occurred. I was there for the whole affair and as I think back on it, it gives me more purpose than I ever thought I’ve had. I feel like I saved a lot of people with what I’ve done if I didn’t intervene at the time and that’s the truth. I learned a lot of wonderful things and gained a very special friend indeed.

This concludes the story for now.

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You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs and Snapchat chat images from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 16th-21st

This was when we started to transfer our talks to snapchat and was when Emotion started to be much more controlling of the situation. Things were starting to get desperate with Benjamin trying to get back to Chelsea. It was dire.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 16th, was the day that he took away his computer so that Anthony would be less involved with things. I asked him if he was at home or not and Benjamin told me that he never wants to be back home. I asked if he was with the government again or not and he said he was alone and was on top of a tall building in LA – where he was taken by taxi. He told me that he would go to New York because he wanted to see more of the world – that he wanted to seek the truth. Then Emotion took over and said that I still seem to be working to get Chelsea back to him. He told me that at the end of the month he was planning on going to New York. I asked how Veronica and Jessica are and what they thought and Emotion told me he hates when I speak about them since they both want him dead or removed from Benjamin. He had to take him somewhere so he left. Then we had a plan of what I was going to do to get Chelsea back and I wrote it out on post it notes. He saw that his brother was trying to contact her without any luck.

On February 18th, I called him and explained to him what me and Emotion’s plans were to getting Chelsea back and he listened to me this time. After my talk we started using Snapchat to talk and Emotion seemed pleased with me since Benjamin heard me out. Later, he was at this club and people seemed to want to help him with something. 42 to be exact. He told me he was a co-owner of it for two years with his best friend Matthew and his big brother. He told me that’s mostly where Matthew documented Benjamin and monitored him. Then there was a mention of venom suddenly and he was ordering some from someone. Then Emotion took over again and asked me if I did what I was supposed to do last night. I said that I did but I got no contact from Chelsea and he said that Benjamin isn’t willing to wait much longer. Then he tells me that Benjamin seems to be conducting more heat than normal, and that he can adjust his body temperature drastically. Then he switches back to Real Ben and tells me he’s been drinking venom and wanting to end everything – his heart starting to race. He wanted to end it and that he couldn’t continue any further. I tried to talk him out of it and he agreed to not have any more of whatever he was having.

On February 19th, Anthony tried speaking to me again and I expressed how it annoyed me that he didn’t use his own account. I told him that Benjamin didn’t like it that Anthony was talking to me. I told him that it only escalated things when we talked. He was very keen on trying to help Benjamin and I understood so I let him talk but he had to go since Benjamin woke up. He asked me if there was anything interesting he wanted to hear and I told him that she was on the Minecraft server we frequented and then I later spoke to Emotion as he switched over. I signed on to the server and me and Chelsea played on the server for awhile while being mindful of what I said to her. Emotion and I casually talked on snapchat while making sure everything went smoothly and trying to be nice to her while giving her a lot of space. Benjamin started to fight back wanting to talk to Chelsea but his heart was held back by Emotion. Then Anthony came by saying that his heart rate was really high going up from 170-190 and was trying to help calm him down. I stayed away for too long and caused trouble for Benjamin / Emotion apparently. We continued to try things to trigger her online to say something. Emotion warned me that he would be doing something tomorrow that wouldn’t be too nice against her and then she went offline.

Emotion told me that he would blackmail her and make her have to pay a fine of 1000$. He told me the government can blame her for his suffering for 1 million. He told me he doesn’t joke around with games like this and was serious in doing all this to her and her family. That “he knows how this generation works”. That Benjamin will have to say everything to leave it all up to her. That she is the suspect in all this and that Ben is the victim. Telling me “This is how you play the trickster’s game. That he lived for 529 years and that being a part of Benjamin has made him – Emotion/Blake relive his life. That he would end her after all that. I tried to give him an alternative choice to fake a blackmail on Benjamin himself to make her come back to him but that didn’t go with him as the evidence was already taken and prepared.

On February 20th Emotion blackmailed Chelsea and we basically waited for her to answer with two choices: to shut down her family and bankrupt them or to be with Benjamin forever. After all that time I knew that brute force needed to be used for this sort of thing as she wouldn’t understand the real reason if it were told. Emotion started to ask me if she answered me periodically and got mad when I didn’t give him a straight answer and told me he would have to kill me.

On February 21st he asked me again if she answered and I said no and preceded to tell me that I was on the list of death. Telling me that his guys would be watching her – the club members were sent out to her in Houston, Texas. After awhile of Emotion not asking me I got scared and took initiative to tell him that she hasn’t answered. Then he tells me that he brought him somewhere to make him more scared – showed me his old school where his friends died on Snapchat. Later he shows me a picture of a highway overpass and asked me if I wanted more time. Of course I said yes and he told me three days max and said it twice.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 14th-15th

This one was an interesting day or night I should say. Out of all days for his disconnect with Chelsea – Valentines Day. Benjamin was still troubled and Anthony, Benjamin’s brother was looking for him. He also gave me pictures of some of the ghosts he saw at night. It was incredibly dark in the streets where he was which made it easier to see them. He started to become sick of it all again.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 14th, (Valentines day of all days) I get a message from Anthony asking me where his brother is. I thought he was home the other night because he seemed to have played a game on Steam. I was told that he wasn’t home that night, not in bed. He had left in the afternoon or morning. Anthony got a phone call that the police are looking for him. I showed Anthony a picture but he said that was yesterday and came back last night. I mentioned that he might have been in that tunnel I was shown before and the police have already checked there. I thought he was going by car to reach Chelsea in Houston but in fact he took a bike. I was showing Anthony the image (that image with the demonic figure on the ground shadows) that I was maybe going to show it to Chelsea to try to make her understand but I decided not to since Anthony couldn’t see it. He was also looking up some music he recently listened to. Then I get a message from Benjamin to just stop what we’re doing and just rest and to tell his brother to stop his actions. Benjamin would keep looking for her and thinks that he will die anyway. I wished for that not to happen for him. I suggested that if he really wanted to go right to her that he could use the song that reminds him of her a lot and be outside her house with it as just a crazy idea. Then Anthony suggests that Benjamin take pictures of ghosts and spirits he comes across as a way to confirm things that he can see them and that spirits are real.

After some troubled talk of him not wanting me helping him I asked Benjamin now if he was with anyone and was told that he was alone. After him breaking at one point, this is where he starts to see spirits out in the neighborhood and shows me them. (13th and 14th images on my Skype images Imgur album) He started to get scared and freaked out and showed me a short snapchat video of him looking around. He started to get angry about seeing spirits all the time. I asked for him to calm it but his memories kept coming back to him. He started to get angry about the rest of the things happening to him and that he is sick of it all. After calming down a bit I mentioned that I thought I was being oppressed one night, hearing lip smacking sounds and triple tapping noises on the windows and walls of my room. Also seeing around 40 orbs in the cemetery three nights before. Then Emotion took over and told me that those spirits were bad news, since Benjamin could see them and he panicked. That those spirits would follow him and cause him harm and only Jessica and Veronica would be there to stop it since Blake and Bianca would not help. I was told that things weren’t going too well with the spirits attacking Benjamin and I wished for them to please hold out after I was told to get some rest by Emotion.

On February 15th, I got a message from Anthony that Benjamin wanted to be sent far away alone and that he requested the government to do it and it was done. Saying that he can’t get through to him, that no one but me can get through to him. The fact that Chelsea wouldn’t simply understand was making things extremely difficult and even making Anthony cry about it all. I told him I didn’t know how to feel about everything and was hoping the government would intervene knowing this simple fact that it was a spirit possessing Benjamin that caused Chelsea to hate “him.”

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 11th-13th

This was another interesting time as Benjamin continued to be brought down by all that was happening to him. I was starting to lose it as well when I figured out how serious it all was. I was trying to go through the motions and was hoping someone would try to understand this with me. I felt so very alone dealing with something no one else should have to deal with. The only one that understood and kept by Benjamin at moments of distress and severe hardship.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

Later on the 11th of February to the early 12th, I was asked by Ben “How much time do I have left” and I was told four weeks by the Blake spirit who controlled him. Later on we had some small talk and I asked if he was ok and at home and said he was fine and at home. I was told that police were at his house until he woke up and was wondering why he was released after what happened last night. He said that if he stayed, more would die anyways and that Blake left a note for his brother Anthony and two for Benjamin. The note read: “If more people come then they are here to die, leave no survivors. Only the kid should be alive with her. Sorry Benjamin but I only have 1 objective and it is getting Chelsea with you to bond so I can stay with the spirit she has… Carly….” Then I asked where she lived and he said Texas. He said that it was two weeks max until he takes form and goes after Chelsea in Houston. I asked if Blake saw her through Skype video or through physical contact. He told me to hurry or that he would die in two weeks time. I told him that it’s going to be real difficult to get through to her on everything since she lost trust in him, that Blake did something that she didn’t like at all and that she doesn’t believe in spirits. Telling me that she can trust Benjamin but not Blake, as he has done it, not Ben since he is innocent. I told him that I cried last night and was shaking at the time and that he was crying. It was all really hard for him to think about. He said that his body was dying and was now resistant to the cold and has no clue why. I said I would contact Chelsea and see if she responds. I told him that when I first met him on that Minecraft server I wasn’t expecting any of this happening.

This is where I was also starting to break down. He tells me that he is shaking and crying and trying to hold things together. I was at the dinner table with a poker face trying to take everything all at once from the night before, etc. Looking up to inspirational things like Charlie Chaplin’s speech for support. This is also where he was starting to forget things like when he first spoke to me. I was asked by Chelsea now if anyone like Resser told people that she was in the hospital and was told no or he couldn’t remember. Now he said he got cuts again by Evil Emotion spirit on his leg (Look at 7th image on Imgur album). Then I was trying to get Chelsea to answer me and then he had pain on his head maybe from Chelsea thinking. He said that he would love a timer for when Evil Emotion would take actions of its own and kill Ben and I said I wish for that not to happen. Then I asked him if it would be ok if I told him my first name and was told “I shall not have the power to choose, I shall let it come to your hands of choice” which sounded like it was someone else responding. I found out he would be up all night because he would get nightmares when he tried going to sleep. After he said he was stunned, paralyzed for a half hour after hearing this voice again so he couldn’t message me. He asked me if I wanted to know what was said and it said: “Its been telling me “Just be with her and I will leave you alone forever Benjamin I just want to be with Carly but if you do have Chelsea then I myself will be with her but you have to be with Chelsea forever as well… I am sorry but this is the only way we can handle things together. I am sorry for causing chaos and murders but if you disobey I will possess your body and kill more people. Not just random people but the ones you love dearly like her and many more in the past. I will kill them all even including this city itself.” I asked him if Emotion will actually stay with Benjamin or would he leave and then he flipped out saying he didn’t have powers over that.

This was when he changed over to Emotion saying that he would be “taking his body now” and that I don’t understand that spirits just don’t dissapear into thin air. And also telling me that once Benjamin dies he would go after her, make her lose her sanity and kill herself. That he doesn’t like games, people, earth and thinks it is all trash. Telling me to bring her to him and that he will leave Benjamin and Chelsea alone – Otherwise he will destroy everything surrounding the state. I asked how I could achive this and was told to bring Benjamin and Chelsea into a relationship but he could see that Benjamin was refusing that. I asked if she needed to physically be with him or not and I was told no. Then I was told that spirits can see each other over net and can speak to one another but we wouldn’t be able to hear them. I asked him if he had to be near me to know anything about me and told me that he would have to have contact with another spirit in order for him to know me. He reminded me how much time I had left, it being 1 week and six days. I told him that I would do all that I can to bring them into a relationship and was told that he would have to be with her for the rest of his life or be killed. After this, he said that killing Benjamin would release him into the air so he could find Chelsea, kill her and release Carly into the air. I asked if I ever spoke to Bianca and was told that I have.

Later on the 12th, I got through to Chelsea and she thought that I was Ben which I thought was a good thing. This was where he thought she would never understand and pretty much gave up. Even asking her why she must hate him for something that he didn’t do. His brother Anthony also made things worse by trying to contact her. I told him that Anthony needs to stay out of it. He was telling me that he wanted to let his life go that he was having physical issues and everything. Saying that he feels the invisible knife on his neck and asking me what he can do. He started giving up at this point and put his arms up and wanted to let Emotion kill him so Emotion could go after her. I had to get lunch and he had Matthew, his best friend there with him. Then when I returned, Emotion took over telling me that time is running quick and that he’ll give him bad thoughts and kill him. Saying that he has power to his core now. I asked for him not to do that and what happened to the 13 days and said that time would be taken away. Saying that she wouldn’t care if Benjamin died so that Chelsea would have to die now. That he would put a curse on both of them. I messaged Chelsea trying to get her to answer and understand and come back to Benjamin. I said it would be in her hands if she accepts or not. Emotion asked me if I wanted to speak to Real Ben and said yes and showed a few words of encouragement that I messaged her everything I could muster to get her back to him.

This is also where my thoughts kinda went haywire as I was also quite broken during the time thinking that I was some sort of chosen one (and still feel like it) in all this because no one else would understand. I started crying just thinking of him and Chelsea being killed and more, it was just horrible. He started going off again saying that his fears haunt him and she doesn’t need him and that he is “a simple part of hate and sadness.” That he was blocked by her and doesn’t want to see him. All he wanted was to fade away. Then Evil Emotion came back telling me that he is fading quickly and will lose control of himself and that Emotion is actually not in control of any of it if Benjamin does. Emotion said he took his right eye and that Chelsea doesn’t need him. I had pretty much failed at this point and that he gave me one job (to have Chelsea befriend Benjamin) and that I failed him. Time was running out but I still had time. I pretty much turned Chelsea against Benjamin he told me. That the only way to make things right again was to get them back together and that I would try to do so with my heart and soul. This crystal he’s looking for, being a power core on Chelsea and that the only way to obtain her was to slowly break her shield down until she opens herself to Ben once more. That if I would go straight into it I would most likely fail. Emotion was not knowing if I had the time and that Real Ben may use the knife in front of him on himself. I prayed for that not to happen.

Now I said something and he thought I was asking for his help which I wasn’t. It seemed to go on from there and that I would receive help from him to get to Chelsea and Carly. Evil Emotion was in contact with five spirits that day and told them to hold position over at Chelsea’s. I asked what he meant by hold position and was told that the spirits would be there to eat her soul and that it’s what they survive on. I was told Benjamin also sent people from the government after Chelsea to protect her from everyone. He also wrote a song to her and I was wondering about showing it to her. I just wasn’t sure of what to do at the time. I wasn’t sure what was possible for us. He was losing his mind, I was losing mine as well and that he couldn’t hold it all back anymore. He said he would go after her if that is what it takes. He asked if I wanted to speak to Benjamin again and I said yes but was scared of his mental state. I was told his mental state was in a balanced condition. Emotion asked how do we do it, if he should give me more time or take him to her and I said it would be good to wait a bit more. Then he switched back to Real Ben again and gave me a quote from three weeks ago from Chelsea that read “but I want to hang out with him.. I want us to be friends.” He was telling me that she is usually not like this at the moment and that quote shows how their relationship was. He was asking me if I could ask her to unblock him so he could put something through but it didn’t work. I was just asking myself why couldn’t she be spiritual and religious to make things much easier.

After some time went by (it was early morning of the 13th), he messaged me again from his other account and sent me an image of what he saw on the ground and it was scary because I could see a dark demonic like figure made out of the shadows on the concrete (look at image 8 in my Skype images imgur album). I was told to take it easy but I couldn’t help but to shake uncontrollably.

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You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

 

 

February 11th

The following early morning was a doozy on February 11th. You know that day when there was a full moon (snow moon) and lunar eclipse with a comet? That many would say signals that the end times may be here? The same day I heard the windchimes at my ears, smelled the brimstone at two different occasions and had my house shake but no one else felt it. That it was only me shaking for some reason but it feeling like a 4.0 earthquake. I explained that more elsewhere. With those Skype images I had of the conversation in another post, this is what happened that day.

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This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

I started speaking to Anthony and he asked if I had any response from Chelsea and I said that she wouldn’t forgive him for something Emotion did to her. I said that it had something to do with Emotion sending the government after her to get a hold of her or something of the sort. That the simple fact is that spirits are in this situation making things harder and that Chelsea doesn’t understand that. He tells me that his brother is still suffering and that I still understood that. Telling me that the government wouldn’t hold back anymore if something were to get out of hand. That we are running out of time and thought that the only way for Chelsea to understand is to see what has happened first hand. That Chelsea thinks that he is a lunatic otherwise. That either Ben changes for her to like him again or Chelsea changes. I told him that Real Ben tried to be friends with Chelsea but each time he tried Bad Emotion did something to ruin the relationship and lost Chelsea’s trust. All Anthony could do was hit a concrete wall that his brother was in this condition from this simple misunderstanding. I said it would be a miracle if they get back together. Anthony tells me that Real Benjamin would know how to deal with this situation but that “something” was really hurting him and not allowing him to go anywhere. That their mom is also affected and in bad shape knowing Benjamin is in trouble and may die. Anthony started to lose his temper at this point saying that his mom wants to die because Benjamin has nearly given up on life. He apologized and then I said I would try my best to get the situation under wraps. His mother even saw Benjamin’s hand choking himself. Also asking why Chelsea can’t understand that a spirit possesses and oppresses Benjamin. Anthony told me that Benjamin would be discharged tomorrow morning. He talked about holding back the government until he recovered and then I asked why hasn’t the government taken him in if they know where he lives. Anthony told me that it was because Benjamin didn’t know anything for two years and hardly recognized his own family members. Saying why life has to be so hard for his youngest brother and I offered my words to him about it.

Now I was trying to move on from that topic and asked more on the crystal that he mentioned to me before then some things appeared to be happening. I get a message from Benjamin’s phone account saying “I still hang” and I asked what was going on saying to him he should get his rest. Then he says that “Ben the boy”, “will die” and asked where she was. I said she was in Florida (which she actually is in Texas) and he said “four more weeks.”Then Anthony tells me he gets a call from the hospital saying that Benjamin is acting strange. I asked if they physically met before and was told no and then asked why the connection, why he Emotion needed her. I was told that there is a spirit also attached to Chelsea that she doesn’t know about. Then Anthony tells me that there is a camera on Benjamin as they lock the door. I asked Emotion who that spirit was and that it was his (Emotion’s) beloved and that she was killed by us. Anthony says that he was still on call with the hospital worker and that Benjamin was looking back through the window and the phone with red eyes. Anthony then says that they shot him with a syringe saying that he’s paralyzed and that it doesn’t seem to be affecting Benjamin. Then Emotion tells me that he will kill everyone or “All you idiotic people.” I asked why his beloved is attached to Chelsea and said that he didn’t know. I told Emotion that he forced Chelsea to hate him after what he did to her and that she must understand that spirits are in this world to understand him. Then I was told that there are approximately 1.3 million spirits in the world and that most were men. Saying that wars caused their deaths and that people started them. That the world was not made for killing, it was made for peace and happiness and that I agreed.

I was told by Anthony that the Emotion spirit levitated and won’t go down and that they shot it with a gun. I said that I would bring her to Emotion spirit and make her understand and then was told that he will wait and sit on the roof scouting out for people. I said I would make Chelsea understand that there are spirits in the world and was told that she doesn’t see it because of a side effect the spirit put on her. I asked for the spirit’s name and was told her name was Carly and told him that he should inspire peace and love instead of violence against violence. When I said that he said Bianca was supposed to fill that role, his twin sister. That his name is Blake. I said hello to Blake and he told me that I would die. I mentioned of Anthony and Steven possibly going right to Chelsea in Houston, Texas and Blake said I had requested a bounty on them when I did not. Anthony said that he went after him and told him to stay away from Blake. Blake said that he would kill anyone that comes to stop him basically and that he doesn’t like people. I again told him to turn to peace and love and to show them that this is what they must do, to disarm their weapons and that Blake is searching for this spirit and that he will stop once they meet again. Blake injured four swat members using only his hand. He then said “Was this my weapon for the war?” I again tried to tell him instead of using violence to just disarm and lay their guns down. Blake also said that he cannot die and that he’ll sleep. I asked Anthony to please take a picture but it was already too late as he saw Benjamin collapse before him. He couldn’t take a picture since he was dealing with the wounds of a swat team member and that they were telling him to leave anyway. Telling me that they had a piece of Benjamins hand in them. Saying that they brought Benjamin back to the Hospital bedroom and only saw him for ten seconds. He said that he was going home and that “there was nothing left”. I asked him and he said that we can’t stop that thing that controls Benjamin. That it “is the power of speed itself”. I told him that we couldn’t use violence against it and that it hates violence. He said that his mom would bring back Benjamin tomorrow even after that affair..

After this I cried thinking what would happen if.. you know.. goes crazy with power and purges the entire world. I also had wonderful loving thoughts. This was when I felt divine, I went out to the cemetery and saw 20 or more green spirit orbs. I felt like the celestial events magnified the energies that night. Then when I was at home I had a flood of love and pure joy while in bed. I was surrounded in good feelings of oneness with God and the angels and just wanting the two to become one again. Green spirit orbs are known as being healers. So that night I was comforted and healed by them. The windchimes I heard is a signal that angels are nearby. More about it in “my other ‘minor’ experiences” post.
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You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 9th

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

This was where things got even more interesting.

On February 9th, this was where he started saying that it won’t heal saying that “the spear has got him already” and that he will die now and commit suicide. I was trying to reason with him telling him to not think that way. I asked if he had any known medical conditions and he said he didn’t have any. I asked him if he could try something, to try to get a holy Bible and try to see if something reacts to it but he didn’t want any of it. He said he wouldn’t go any further than his room. Saying now that the girl no longer appears but it is now a spear or his death. Saying that he doesn’t want to continue and that it’s like a game of punishment and torture and that no matter how hard I try nothing will work. This was where I wasn’t really sure of all his talk yet again and had an essay of stuff written out for him. I thought it was still a prank but still had thoughts of it being something demonic that happened to him like an ungodly soul tie. This is where he poured out more information on me. That it was not his fault he got possessed and all the things that happened to him such as the loss of his father, friends and his mom having troubles now. This is where I tried to calm him down and to tell him that he needed to find some sort of help about this. This is also where he put his trust in me to help him and said that his best of friends can’t help him.

This is where he changed again to Emotion and told me that Real Ben should have been dead and threw some profanity at me. Told me to leave him alone. Saying that he is just an ordinary kid feeling his pain. This is where he started saying that he is cutting his body. He told me to bring the key to Real Ben’s soul or Chelsea in this case. Saying that it’s about the person with the power and that Chelsea gives him power and that he goes into his “rage mode” and kills people that capture him. This is where I didn’t quite understand and where he said that he is more than just an emotion. This is where I started to ask him questions and found out that Emotion is indeed a spirit who was sent by someone and would not say by whom. That he is controlling him, controlling Benjamin. I asked him if he can sense things and he could not but only if he made a connection with me. I asked if this happened to other people online and he said that this is the first occurrence February 9th 2:38 PT. I told him that Jesus Christ will put him down but he couldn’t do anything to him because he has more souls attached to him. Telling me to bond Chelsea and Benjamin together to make things right. Saying he lost her and that they were supposed to be friends together until she ages and dies. That it’s what Ben wants, to not be alone. Saying that no one can help him (Real Ben) and that’s why he gives the answer to me. Telling me he can be mean but he can be nice, that he is emotion with two feelings.

This is where things got more interesting. Emotion told me that Evil was doing horrible things to Real Ben saying that they are Yin and Yang, one evil and one good. I asked if I was talking to Evil or Emotion and that Evil was the one cursing me trying to make me stay away from him. That this one is trying to protect him. I asked about Veronica but was told that it is a different spirit attached to Ben and Emotion spirit (I will continue to name it Emotion Short for Emotion Ben). I asked how I was doing with him and Good Emotion said that I am doing fine and that Veronica would be talking to me later. Saying that I needed to help him and that I was trying my very best to do that. I was promised that if I achieved the friendship between Ben and Chelsea that they would be able to restore his life back to normal. That Evil will also move on. I asked if a deliverance or exorcism be done and was told that those type of things wouldn’t work on them. Saying that evil is being held back and that his veins and eyes are not in good shape. That Real Ben is scared and that the same thing happened two years ago. Saying that the kid (Real Ben) is slowly dying in pain and I asked if there was anything more to help him other than having him befriend Chelsea. Emotion said that there isn’t anything he can ask for and that he’s trying not to give up. That words of encouragement would not work, only getting through to Chelsea would stop things from happening. I asked if he is thankful for finding someone like me and he said that Ben is always thankful but can’t because of his depression. I asked how I could even contact her because I had trouble getting her Skype profile and that it’s hard to friend someone on instagram and snapchat. So we shared screens and I was shown Chelseas profile and information. Emotion had to leave to let Real Ben sleep.

Now I was talking to Jessica who said she was also a spirit who is following him. A good spirit. I asked about Veronica and was told that she was her support. I asked how are we speaking right now and if she could put pressure on things like keys. I didn’t get a straight answer, I got “about that.” I immediately asked if she is a old spirit and got the answer of yes, about 500 years old. I was told to get the girl back to Real Ben again. Saying that Evil crushed and destroyed Ben’s and Chelseas relationship they had. Benjamin’s eyes glowed red and killed 127 men, gangsters in the LA area. That Chelsea knows about it. I was wondering why he wasn’t in jail for killing people or more likely why Evil Emotion wasn’t. If they were to Banish him then good will become evil. That it would be like Yin and Yang, of good and evil. There is some black on the white and some white on the black. I asked her if she was amongst the living and she said she was a little girl and got chased off a cliff and died. That her body was found at a temple and that’s where she became a spirit. Also saying that the temple lays underground under this cliff that collapsed 400 years ago and that she can’t find her body again. I asked her if that’s why she’s trapped in limbo or purgatory and she didn’t know those terms as she died as a child. I should have apologized a bit more but asked her if she could tell me more about Chelsea and Ben.

This goes back to my first story post of what happened before September. She told me that Benjamin was himself for a month and came back to see the beautiful world again but still cried for his lost friends who died in a school fire. So Ben one day was playing Minecraft on the Gotpvp server and was just standing in spawn spamming his keyboard making him crouch. This is where he met Chelsea and decided to build her character and then he had to go. He was happy that he made someone happy. The next day she was on with him but Real Ben didn’t come back due to his memory. Scared to come back because everywhere he went people just died like him being the curse to everyone but he should know it happens naturally and he can’t control the fact that his friends died. For Chelsea however, she ran across Evil Emotion. Saying that when his friends died that was when he abandoned his feelings, didn’t want to feel or sense it, didn’t want to get hurt everytime something happened right in front of him. That’s where Evil took over his body completely. This is why people looked for him because he’s a weapon due to evil and is why some gangs want to initiate him in but evil killed them instead.

That the time in September where he said he was depressed was a heads up from evil. After unbelieving a little about him actually killing people I asked how did people not kill him. I was told that when Evil takes over he is more powerful than anyone with amazing speed, with slash and dodge and even more abilities. I told her it sounds scary for it all to be actual fact and she said to me that she wanted me to know this stuff. That good and evil are twin spirits with different personalities that are stuck together. That they died together and became a spirit. Died together as sister and brother. The sister being the good educated soul and the brother being the bad and athletic soul. I asked how much time I had left with her and I was told 17 minutes. I asked how she knew and that she can see and know time itself and knows what will happen to him tomorrow as well. I asked if she could sense what I pick up and she said she had a limitation of 1 mile away. I was also asking if she could communicate with spirits near my area to contact me and she said that I don’t contain that ability since I’ve only seen one, an orange orb spirit over my bed when I was about 13 years old. That for any ability like that I would have to be within a mile away from Real Ben. This is where she let me off and I finally went asleep.

In the early morning on February 10th, I finally messaged Chelsea and wanted to tell Real Ben. So I messaged him but didn’t get to him but got to his brother Anthony again. Anthony said that his brother was taken in to the hospital in the morning so they can analyze his brain and body damage. I asked why and was told he lost himself last night and I added I knew that he was being messed up and that it wasn’t exactly him doing it to himself. Anthony said it was from lack of sleep and unknown behavior. Then I asked Anthony if he remembered me asking him why he was saying “where is the key?”. Anthony told me that he noticed that it wasn’t him and that his eye color changed. I told him what the key was and that it was a girl on Skype and he knew because Benjamin’s best friend Matthew gave him a document. I asked what was in the document and it was about the two years Benjamin was never himself and it was something he didn’t know about until the start of this year. I was asking him what he thought was happenning and was told that a lot of scars appeared on Benjamin’s body and that no one knows why. I said that I had the answer and was trying to see if we were on the same page as to the reason why. I was trying to see if he knew what Emotion was at this time and he didn’t know what it was yet. I said that Jessica and Veronica were helpers trying to keep evil at bay. Saying that there is a good side and bad side to his other self, Emotion and that he will remain depressed and that Emotion would not leave him alone until he, Emotion gains the love of Chelsea once more.

Then Anthony says that “the eye of a blade who wants to kill my brother wants love in order to leave” and I said yes that’s what the good soul/spirits told me and that all will be returned to normal once that happens. He asked how do we get to her or vice versa and I said I have contact with her now and to let Benjamin know when he comes back to normal. I tried to see if he knew that they were actually spirits and not just a separate soul attached to Benjamin. I needed his trust in me since I’ve helped his brother out so much and he accepted. Anthony was looking for answers and I happen to be one of the people that does have answers. Saying that the gangsters got Benjamin after flipping the car he was in, killed the cops that had Benjamin and then kidnapped him. That he survived in the car without bleeding out. That was when evil killed about 130 of them and is why Benjamin is called “valuable weapon” to them. Anthony then says that Benjamin is a very smart and talented kid when he wasn’t originally in elementary and middle school. Though when high school came around he became smart within four months. There was a lot of talk but Anthony did say that he saw Evil with red eyes looking at Anthony while stabbing “himself” while in the bathroom. He was also telling me that there was a secret page of a video of Real Ben choking himself and Benjamin trying to fight back. It was when Evil lost control of it’s right arm and started to turn against himself. I was also told that when Benjamin was two, that he ate a blueish green crystal of some sort while at Long Beach, California. The doctor’s couldn’t remove it because it was connected to his veins and probably attached itself to his organs. This is where Anthony needed to go.

I talked to Real Ben after this and pretty much told him that Chelsea is what he needed to get things back to normal. However, he didn’t take it. I was trying to edge him on about it but he said that “friends do nothing” and was trying to tell him that wasn’t true. I tried showing him what I was told by the helper spirits and the answer was still no. I let him go to sleep after that and let him recover.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~