Tag: paranormal

I hold these truths

One “final” push here. With the fact of who I am and what has happened during that month in February, it is incredibly hard for me to show you easily why this is so important for me; it is not self-evident and takes some time to fully comprehend. What I ask is to think differently for once and to stay with me even if it may seem stranger than even some paranormal type stories but it’s indeed the truth. I go by my word, to the word of God the holy father even. Struck down if it is not and cross my heart and hope to die. I went this far to document all this to the best of my ability and added information along the way and I hope it is not in vain.

Believe me, I thought like you and nearly dismissed things of what was happening but I stuck through it because of my compassion. It is all truly an amazing thing that happened to me and Benjamin. A teenager becoming possessed by a spirit twin and himself attached to other spirits who follow him and protect him from harm. A powerful spirit that was with Benjamin for many years only wanting one thing, a spirit attached to a girl, his lover that died. All he wanted was spiritual love. Benjamin’s helper spirits who are attached to him; Veronica and Jessica protect him from death and keep evil from overcoming him. Things such as the time when he was cut all over his body from Emotion spirit and they helped him to heal in record time and made the doctors have a run for their money. Even the name meanings are amazing – everything making sense to what function they provide. Bianca being the other side to the twin spirit, the name meaning “white” or “shining” and Bianca being the good side of that spirit – code named Emotion. And the helper spirit attached to Benjamin; Jessica meaning “foresight” or being able to see into the future – and her actually being able to look into the near future within a day and knowing time itself. Also the fact with our names; my middle names meaning supplant and light and my first and last meaning: sea or water (a body of water) and “a foreigner.” Benjamin’s name meaning “son of the south” and “right hand of God” and his last name Lui meaning “kill or destroy.” If you look into it more it has meaning for what we seem to represent here. The simple fact that out of all people to have known this Benjamin online and to run into him there and to have all this happen is also incredible.

So if nothing was done something horrible could have continued to happen during the lunar eclipse – the early morning of February 11th – Emotion spirit, intent on “killing us all”, “all us idiots.” While possessing Benjamin he was going to destroy all of the Los Angeles area in literally a flash since he can move while possessed like that at really high speeds and hover off the ground among other abilities. The swat team was destroyed by him in seconds just using Benjamin’s hand. He has said, “was this my weapon for the war?” referring to his hands and that “he can’t die” – the bullets do nothing. The thing that possessed Benjamin is not human, doesn’t like us and just wants the love of Carly attached to Chelsea – which he finally received on February 27th after the solar eclipse. The fact that two different things happened on these eclipses; one good, one bad is also what amazes me. I refer to the spirit as the Antichrist spirit since it is a part of two extremes, one part bad and one part good but I am unsure what it truly is. So if I wasn’t there to keep Benjamin’s spirits up – evil (Blake) may have lost control of Benjamin early and killed him to go after Chelsea to kill her to release his love into the air – a spirit named Carly attached to Chelsea. He would have grown impatient and done so, his note he wrote to Benjamin was a promise that if Benjamin doesn’t reunite with Chelsea that that is what would be done. I represented the healer in this situation for Benjamin – a healer of his mental state and returning Chelsea to him for him to heal. It was my purpose in this, to heal and comfort Benjamin before the unthinkable happened in the Los Angeles area. Emotion spirit has said he would “destroy all in this city” and release more than what he had if Chelsea was not returned to him in time – yes demons of himself and spirits of hell that seek to kill is what he said he would unleash. It would be terribly similar to Beyond Two Souls video game with entities being released from a portal to the other side. He has threatened to kill me off as well if I failed the mission. I have felt like a savior to everyone being the only one who truly understood and stopped this from happening. Now of course everything seems to be good now and they are happy together now with Emotion spirit being supportive of me. Emotion spirit told me that Benjamin cherishes me and will remember my name always.

This is why I need someone who is intensely patient and understanding like I am. I am not here to be put down for this belief – this truth. I am here hoping that you would understand this truth and take heart to how honest I am willing to be. It is not superstition or pure coincidence. It is quite incredible for this to happen in this way. I will go to my grave with this like I’ve said before.

Now I ask of you to read through everything and try not to dismiss me.

I pray that Chelsea and Benjamin will now be together forever. It has to be this way or bad things WILL HAPPEN on Earth. Emotion told Benjamin that he and Chelsea must be together until death parts them. That was the agreement so Blake (Emotion spirit) can be with Carly. And again, this is nonfiction and not fictional.

Check out this song by Starix & Freakpass – No One Else

(Benjamin’s song for me in a way)

With love and light, always!~


Some other “minor” experiences

With the story over for now, I still wanted to show something that was divine / spiritual-related for me. So here are a listing of some of my other experiences I’ve had that are divine / spiritual-related.


On February 11th, the night (early morning) after the snow moon, lunar eclipse, and comet I had prayed for guidance of the holy angels to protect me, aid me and provide guidance for me. I proceeded to visit my local cemetery looking for any good spirits that night since I didn’t know who else to turn to at the time. When I arrived, I started to feel the power of the universe literally pushing, pulling towards me as I walked through the cemetery and it felt euphoric and empowering! I was just walking around the cemetery and asking for their guidance and aid. I saw many a spirit that night, with light green orbs coming from the ground and appearing before me near some of the grave stones at night. There were about 20 of them but they seemed to disappear after a little while though. The green orb represents healing, a guide or teacher, an ascended master or archangel. Though, when I returned home and went into bed, I had the complete opposite of an oppression, but holy blessings and it felt like love has flowed over me and I was being tickled (yes tickled) feeling intense love and kindness like that of a child. The tickling felt over whelming on me as I tossed and turned from it and was laughing. I was surrounded by these orbs before I slept that night but I didn’t feel dread, despair or depression, etc. All I felt was pure joy, love and happiness! I felt full bliss, like being a child once more! I just loved the Earth and everything on it! All I wanted to do was hug Chelsea and Benjamin in a group hug together at the time. Yes, felt as if I was touched by angels – supernatural beings of light and love. On a day as mystical as that with a full snow moon, lunar eclipse and comet, I won’t miscount that occurrence being anything else. I knew what I felt and saw. Hearing wind chimes literally at my ear the night before on the 10th which indicates that an angel or two is near. I felt like it was my spiritual awakening happening at the same time. (February 11th, 2017 early morning)

This was after my time with Benjamin, after the good things happened that brought Chelsea and Benjamin back together. I shut off every light before I went on a nap in the evening and I asked the holy angels, the archangels, the spirit guides and teachers, for aid and guidance on what I should continue to do, to offer me protection from evil and to possibly show me signs within a dream. When I awoke from my slumber, I decided to close my eyes again and as I looked to the right and left of me slowly with my eyes closed, I saw flashes of pale light blue light for about 4-5 seconds and it looked like two humanoid figures with wings both looking towards me. When my eyes were closed, I also saw flashes of light now and then, even though my room was pitch black. I had called upon Archangel Michael for protection while I napped so it must have been him. I also did see some sort of sign before me as I woke, but it seemed to fade away from my vision pretty quick. (March 12th, 2017)

On another day circa March 8th-12th, I was speaking to my angels and I got really excited and started to laugh in pure bliss, joy and love. As I did this and was smiling quite heavily and telling them what my plans were. I then looked over at my phone and saw notices out of nowhere pop up on my phone that said something on the lines of, “he’s quite different”. I was amazed when I saw this and was really happy just knowing that my angels or good spirits were with me and noticed this.

On two separate occasions while at school I would go out to a dark area to watch the shooting star showers. On both occasions I would see this orb of light in the sky moving around strangely and would pulsate. Then it suddenly stopped, shot up and vanished at incredible speed. I thought this had to be an UFO but in fact I think what I saw was actually an angel. An angel’s brilliant white light. (2013 / 2014)

One night as I was falling asleep, I suddenly saw a yellow-orange orb above my bed towards the ceiling fan. It sort of pulsated a bit and sat there for about a minute and then slowly faded away in a few seconds. I was completely near sleep and had almost no energy to try to get up. It was a few months after my grandfather passed away. I feel he was visiting me or someone was. According to the spirit orb color guide it was a guide/teacher or a guardian spirit. This was circa 2002-2003 when I was 14/15

One time while I was completely alone (and had checked thoroughly after) I heard my first name come out of nowhere. It was from behind me if I can remember. It sounded like my mother or it was just motherly. No one I knew recently had passed away who was female but I heard my name loud and clear. It chilled me to the bone and stopped me in my tracks as I was walking upstairs. This was circa 2001.


That concludes my experiences I’ve had, explained to the best of my ability.


With love and light, always!~


P.S. Be sure to go through my non-fiction story from the prologue!

February 16th-21st

This was when we started to transfer our talks to snapchat and was when Emotion started to be much more controlling of the situation. Things were starting to get desperate with Benjamin trying to get back to Chelsea. It was dire.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 16th, was the day that he took away his computer so that Anthony would be less involved with things. I asked him if he was at home or not and Benjamin told me that he never wants to be back home. I asked if he was with the government again or not and he said he was alone and was on top of a tall building in LA – where he was taken by taxi. He told me that he would go to New York because he wanted to see more of the world – that he wanted to seek the truth. Then Emotion took over and said that I still seem to be working to get Chelsea back to him. He told me that at the end of the month he was planning on going to New York. I asked how Veronica and Jessica are and what they thought and Emotion told me he hates when I speak about them since they both want him dead or removed from Benjamin. He had to take him somewhere so he left. Then we had a plan of what I was going to do to get Chelsea back and I wrote it out on post it notes. He saw that his brother was trying to contact her without any luck.

In the early morning of February 17th, I get sent a picture of Emotion leaving Benjamin’s body. (Skype Imgur album image 15) It is unclear in the picture what is what but I clearly see some white “smoke” on the top which could be him above the shadow. I was unsure as to why Emotion was leaving and asked if “something happened” and he told me that he was “finding answers.” I asked what will happen to Benjamin and Emotion said that he will “do as he requested.” That he scraped Benjamin’s eye. I thought that he would be killing someone and Emotion told me “that no one will die yet”. He said “this kid got some power.” On February 17th, Benjamin was wondering why I was still trying to help him and that “why can’t anyone just let me die” and I said that I don’t wish for that on anyone. That he hates everyone and doesn’t need anyone. That there is no hope or point in living. I told him not to say that to me or yourself. I urged him on to continue with this that I was waiting for some type of opportunity. He agreed that he wouldn’t starve himself.. Emotion came on and asked me if I talked to him and said everything yet and told him that I will but that the timing wasn’t perfect since my family eats so late. He said not to make him say it again.

On February 18th, I called him and explained to him what me and Emotion’s plans were to getting Chelsea back and he listened to me this time. After my talk we started using Snapchat to talk and Emotion seemed pleased with me since Benjamin heard me out. Later, he was at this club and people seemed to want to help him with something. 42 to be exact. He told me he was a co-owner of it for two years with his best friend Matthew and his big brother. He told me that’s mostly where Matthew documented Benjamin and monitored him. Then there was a mention of venom suddenly and he was ordering some from someone. Then Emotion took over again and asked me if I did what I was supposed to do last night. I said that I did but I got no contact from Chelsea and he said that Benjamin isn’t willing to wait much longer. Then he tells me that Benjamin seems to be conducting more heat than normal, and that he can adjust his body temperature drastically. Then he switches back to Real Ben and tells me he’s been drinking venom and wanting to end everything – his heart starting to race. He wanted to end it and that he couldn’t continue any further. I tried to talk him out of it and he agreed to not have any more of whatever he was having.

On February 19th, Anthony tried speaking to me again and I expressed how it annoyed me that he didn’t use his own account. I told him that Benjamin didn’t like it that Anthony was talking to me. I told him that it only escalated things when we talked. He was very keen on trying to help Benjamin and I understood so I let him talk but he had to go since Benjamin woke up. He asked me if there was anything interesting he wanted to hear and I told him that she was on the Minecraft server we frequented and then I later spoke to Emotion as he switched over. I signed on to the server and me and Chelsea played on the server for awhile while being mindful of what I said to her. Emotion and I casually talked on snapchat while making sure everything went smoothly and trying to be nice to her while giving her a lot of space. Benjamin started to fight back wanting to talk to Chelsea but his heart was held back by Emotion. Then Anthony came by saying that his heart rate was really high going up from 170-190 and was trying to help calm him down. I stayed away for too long and caused trouble for Benjamin / Emotion apparently. We continued to try things to trigger her online to say something. Emotion warned me that he would be doing something tomorrow that wouldn’t be too nice against her and then she went offline.

Emotion told me that he would blackmail her and make her have to pay a fine of 1000$. He told me the government can blame her for his suffering for 1 million. He told me he doesn’t joke around with games like this and was serious in doing all this to her and her family. That “he knows how this generation works”. That Benjamin will have to say everything to leave it all up to her. That she is the suspect in all this and that Ben is the victim. Telling me “This is how you play the trickster’s game. That he lived for 529 years and that being a part of Benjamin has made him – Emotion/Blake relive his life. That he would end her after all that. I tried to give him an alternative choice to fake a blackmail on Benjamin himself to make her come back to him but that didn’t go with him as the evidence was already taken and prepared.

On February 20th Emotion blackmailed Chelsea and we basically waited for her to answer with two choices: to shut down her family and bankrupt them or to be with Benjamin forever. After all that time I knew that brute force needed to be used for this sort of thing as she wouldn’t understand the real reason if it were told. Emotion started to ask me if she answered me periodically and got mad when I didn’t give him a straight answer and told me he would have to kill me.

On February 21st he asked me again if she answered and I said no and preceded to tell me that I was on the list of death. Telling me that his guys would be watching her – the club members were sent out to her in Houston, Texas. After awhile of Emotion not asking me I got scared and took initiative to tell him that she hasn’t answered. Then he tells me that he brought him somewhere to make him more scared – showed me his old school where his friends died on Snapchat. Later he shows me a picture of a highway overpass and asked me if I wanted more time. Of course I said yes and he told me three days max and said it twice.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 14th-15th

This one was an interesting day or night I should say. Out of all days for his disconnect with Chelsea – Valentines Day. Benjamin was still troubled and Anthony, Benjamin’s brother was looking for him. He also gave me pictures of some of the ghosts he saw at night. It was incredibly dark in the streets where he was which made it easier to see them. He started to become sick of it all again.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 14th, (Valentines day of all days) I get a message from Anthony asking me where his brother is. I thought he was home the other night because he seemed to have played a game on Steam. I was told that he wasn’t home that night, not in bed. He had left in the afternoon or morning. Anthony got a phone call that the police are looking for him. I showed Anthony a picture but he said that was yesterday and came back last night. I mentioned that he might have been in that tunnel I was shown before and the police have already checked there. I thought he was going by car to reach Chelsea in Houston but in fact he took a bike. I was showing Anthony the image (that image with the demonic figure on the ground shadows) that I was maybe going to show it to Chelsea to try to make her understand but I decided not to since Anthony couldn’t see it. He was also looking up some music he recently listened to. Then I get a message from Benjamin to just stop what we’re doing and just rest and to tell his brother to stop his actions. Benjamin would keep looking for her and thinks that he will die anyway. I wished for that not to happen for him. I suggested that if he really wanted to go right to her that he could use the song that reminds him of her a lot and be outside her house with it as just a crazy idea. Then Anthony suggests that Benjamin take pictures of ghosts and spirits he comes across as a way to confirm things that he can see them and that spirits are real.

After some troubled talk of him not wanting me helping him I asked Benjamin now if he was with anyone and was told that he was alone. After him breaking at one point, this is where he starts to see spirits out in the neighborhood and shows me them. (13th and 14th images on my Skype images Imgur album) He started to get scared and freaked out and showed me a short snapchat video of him looking around. He started to get angry about seeing spirits all the time. I asked for him to calm it but his memories kept coming back to him. He started to get angry about the rest of the things happening to him and that he is sick of it all. After calming down a bit I mentioned that I thought I was being oppressed one night, hearing lip smacking sounds and triple tapping noises on the windows and walls of my room. Also seeing around 40 orbs in the cemetery three nights before. Then Emotion took over and told me that those spirits were bad news, since Benjamin could see them and he panicked. That those spirits would follow him and cause him harm and only Jessica and Veronica would be there to stop it since Blake and Bianca would not help. I was told that things weren’t going too well with the spirits attacking Benjamin and I wished for them to please hold out after I was told to get some rest by Emotion.

On February 15th, I got a message from Anthony that Benjamin wanted to be sent far away alone and that he requested the government to do it and it was done. Saying that he can’t get through to him, that no one but me can get through to him. The fact that Chelsea wouldn’t simply understand was making things extremely difficult and even making Anthony cry about it all. I told him I didn’t know how to feel about everything and was hoping the government would intervene knowing this simple fact that it was a spirit possessing Benjamin that caused Chelsea to hate “him.”

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 11th

The following early morning was a doozy on February 11th. You know that day when there was a full moon (snow moon) and lunar eclipse with a comet? That many would say signals that the end times may be here? The same day I heard the windchimes at my ears, smelled the brimstone at two different occasions and had my house shake but no one else felt it. That it was only me shaking for some reason but it feeling like a 4.0 earthquake. I explained that more elsewhere. With those Skype images I had of the conversation in another post, this is what happened that day.


This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

I started speaking to Anthony and he asked if I had any response from Chelsea and I said that she wouldn’t forgive him for something Emotion did to her. I said that it had something to do with Emotion sending the government after her to get a hold of her or something of the sort. That the simple fact is that spirits are in this situation making things harder and that Chelsea doesn’t understand that. He tells me that his brother is still suffering and that I still understood that. Telling me that the government wouldn’t hold back anymore if something were to get out of hand. That we are running out of time and thought that the only way for Chelsea to understand is to see what has happened first hand. That Chelsea thinks that he is a lunatic otherwise. That either Ben changes for her to like him again or Chelsea changes. I told him that Real Ben tried to be friends with Chelsea but each time he tried Bad Emotion did something to ruin the relationship and lost Chelsea’s trust. All Anthony could do was hit a concrete wall that his brother was in this condition from this simple misunderstanding. I said it would be a miracle if they get back together. Anthony tells me that Real Benjamin would know how to deal with this situation but that “something” was really hurting him and not allowing him to go anywhere. That their mom is also affected and in bad shape knowing Benjamin is in trouble and may die. Anthony started to lose his temper at this point saying that his mom wants to die because Benjamin has nearly given up on life. He apologized and then I said I would try my best to get the situation under wraps. His mother even saw Benjamin’s hand choking himself. Also asking why Chelsea can’t understand that a spirit possesses and oppresses Benjamin. Anthony told me that Benjamin would be discharged tomorrow morning. He talked about holding back the government until he recovered and then I asked why hasn’t the government taken him in if they know where he lives. Anthony told me that it was because Benjamin didn’t know anything for two years and hardly recognized his own family members. Saying why life has to be so hard for his youngest brother and I offered my words to him about it.

Now I was trying to move on from that topic and asked more on the crystal that he mentioned to me before then some things appeared to be happening. I get a message from Benjamin’s phone account saying “I still hang” and I asked what was going on saying to him he should get his rest. Then he says that “Ben the boy”, “will die” and asked where Chelsea was. I said she was in Florida (which she actually is in Texas) and he said “four more weeks.”Then Anthony tells me he gets a call from the hospital saying that Benjamin is acting strange. I asked if they physically met before and was told no and then asked why the connection, why he Emotion needed her. I was told that there is a spirit also attached to Chelsea that she doesn’t know about. Then Anthony tells me that there is a camera on Benjamin as they lock the door. I asked Emotion who that spirit was and that it was his (Emotion’s) beloved and that she was killed by us. Anthony says that he was still on call with the hospital worker and that Benjamin was looking back through the window and the phone with red eyes. Anthony then says that they shot him with a syringe saying that he’s paralyzed and that it doesn’t seem to be affecting Benjamin. Then Emotion tells me that he will kill everyone or “All you idiotic people.” I asked why his beloved is attached to Chelsea and said that he didn’t know. I told Emotion that he forced Chelsea to hate him after what he did to her and that she must understand that spirits are in this world to understand him. Then I was told that there are approximately 1.3 million spirits in the world and that most were men. Saying that wars caused their deaths and that people started them. That the world was not made for killing, it was made for peace and happiness and that I agreed.

I was told by Anthony that the Emotion spirit levitated and won’t go down and that they gave it a shot. I said that I would bring her to Emotion spirit and make her understand and then was told that he will wait and sit on the roof scouting out for people. I said I would make Chelsea understand that there are spirits in the world and was told that she doesn’t see it because of a side effect the spirit put on her. I asked for the spirit’s name and was told her name was Carly and told him that he should inspire peace and love instead of violence against violence. When I said that he said Bianca was supposed to fill that role, his twin sister. That his name is Blake. I said hello to Blake and he told me that I would die. I mentioned of Anthony and Steven possibly going right to Chelsea in Houston, Texas and Blake said I had requested a bounty on them when I did not. Anthony said that he went after him and told him to stay away from Blake. Blake said that he would kill anyone that comes to stop him basically and that he doesn’t like people. I again told him to turn to peace and love and to show them that this is what they must do, to disarm their weapons and that Blake is searching for this spirit and that he will stop once they meet again. Blake injured four swat members using only his hand. He then said “Was this my weapon for the war?” I again tried to tell him instead of using violence to just disarm and lay their guns down. Blake also said that he cannot die and that he’ll sleep. I asked Anthony to please take a picture but it was already too late as he saw Benjamin collapse before him. He couldn’t take a picture since he was dealing with the wounds of a swat team member and that they were telling him to leave anyway. Telling me that they had a piece of Benjamins hand in them. Saying that they brought Benjamin back to the Hospital bedroom and only saw him for ten seconds. He said that he was going home and that “there was nothing left”. I asked him and he said that we can’t stop that thing that controls Benjamin. That it “is the power of speed itself”. I told him that we couldn’t use violence against it and that it hates violence. He said that his mom would bring back Benjamin tomorrow even after that affair..

After this I cried at night thinking what would happen if.. this powerful spirit.. goes crazy with power and purges the entire world. I also had wonderful loving thoughts. This was when I felt divine being the only one that knows of this threat with amazing things happening to me that special night. I went out to the cemetery looking for the only help I could possibly find and saw 20 or more green spirit orbs. I felt like the celestial events magnified the energies that night. Then when I was at home I had a flood of what I would call love energy and pure joy while in bed surrounded by these orbs again. I was surrounded in good feelings of oneness with God and the angels and just wanting the two to become one again. I loved the Earth and everything on it. Green spirit orbs are known as being healers. So that night I was comforted and healed by them. The windchimes I heard is a signal that angels are nearby. I seriously couldn’t explain it but it was an overwhelming feeling. More about it in “my other ‘minor’ experiences” post.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

Prologue (until the 22nd of January)

Here starts my non-fiction story, a story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. Understand that this is all non-fiction from here on out. I will go on a day by day basis for the most part except for the prologue and epilogue. The next one in the series will be given each passing day from now on. As the story goes on please make sure to start from the prologue.

When Benjamin was only two years old, Anthony his big brother has told me he ate a small crystal on a shoreline that was blueish green and it seemed to meld into part of his body – his heart and throughout his body. Doctors didn’t know what to do about it. The crystal was near the beach near San Onofre power plant in California and it was blueish in color. Life seemed normal during his middle school years until around 2014 with Ben not being himself for quite a long while, when I feel he lost his friends in a school fire and lost all emotion. Emotion we’ll call it, took over his body then on and was during early summer of 2016 that he came out of it from Emotion being at rest and saw the world again with his own eyes for just a month. One day he was on the Minecraft server Gotpvp and just stood in spawn spamming his keyboard on the shift button making himself crouch and happened to run into Chelsea there. He was bored and built Chelsea’s character. He had to go but was delighted that he made someone else happy. They continued to be together for awhile after that and it was truly amazing that they had run into each other on there which would be found out later. Emotion took him over yet again and turned the friendship into something more intimate. Benjamin was trying to get to me for help on Wolf Den Minecraft server on September 21st and he was noticeably depressed as he told me. He couldn’t really say what was going on with him and it was actually Emotion giving me a hint that something troubling was occurring. Ben broke down during early December and Evil Emotion took him over and Chelsea ran across it.

In December, I talked to Benjamin on the Minecraft server that he should just overcome his emotions with whatever was happening to him at the time. During this time, I was trying to get him to snap out of it and had no idea what was really happening to him. He said he was being chased by people and I thought he had also ran away from home and was suicidal whatever the case was. His thoughts seemed delusional and very cryptic to me. In fact he was in crisis and had run away on December 9th with his brother Anthony signing in asking where he went. He never acted this way for the five months I’ve known him. He was also possessed by a powerful spirit which I didn’t know about at the time. Evil killed 200 gang members in LA and some gangs have been seeking him out because he is a weapon due to Evil possessing him. It seemed to get worse as it went along because I think Chelsea left him around that time or thought he was out of his mind but it was not “him.” He was a friend of mine, another friend I didn’t want to lose. I didn’t hear from him for a month and started searching for him to see if he had ran away or something, kidnapped or whatnot but there was nothing! I was scared that he may have killed himself on January 16th and had it all planned out three days prior in what he said to me before and I hated that I may have lost another friend but now to suicide.. I ran off to my secret place that night.. and avoided online the best I could while seeing if my good friend online, LW (we’ll call him) would still be there for me. I was trying to see if he would care enough to find me and bring me back and then I came back after seeing he friended Ben on Steam and had talked to him through Skype.

When I did come back online on the 20th after LW helping me, that was when things started to get real interesting. We had our talks together with LW, Ben and I and that’s where I heard ‘HIM’, that demonic type voice.. the one that “wanted the crystal”, “the key to the crystal” and wondered what it was about exactly. (Skype images album on Imgur, 1st image description). I was scared to even answer back to the voice I heard which was not him, not Benjamin. I used 7cups.com to try to get a hold on what was happening and get more advice and found someone there that was truly an angel in disguise as she stayed with me even as it got rather dark and scary. She helped me to try to understand what was happening. In the early morning on the 22th of January was when I conversed with it, I typed to Emotion Ben – the evil side of Emotion. Emotion is the counterpart of Real Ben (we’ll say from now on) when he is possessed and controlled. It was scary and it is where I thought there is no way that this could have been Ben at all, I thought he was possessed or at the very least having schizophrenia and alternate personality thoughts but it seemed a bit more than that to me. I was intrigued and enjoyed a mystery I can solve to help him.. his thoughts were focused on hatred of humans and I quote, “I came from somewhere else and possessed this kid.” I just played along during the conversation but it was still scary and was not the Ben I knew. I truly wanted to help him out and stayed with him even if it seemed like a dark and futile effort. With the great compassion in my heart, I just couldn’t leave him like that and powered through on this ride that changed my life.

It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

How the story goes


With love and light, always~

How the story goes

Here is the full on story in full or just a rehash of it all again. I will touch base on things further and show some evidence to support my claims but it is all something that has truly happened to me, Benjamin and Chelsea.

For people not understanding the simplicity of it all, this is what happened with my truest of words or let the Holy Father smite me for it as I’ve said before in my “Where it all started” blogpost of the documentation of events from song to song. I will first say what happened or needed to happen in a more compact version and then the story afterwards. Basically it went like this: Benjamin needed to be with Chelsea forever, not because I think of them as soul-mates or he does (he actually does not want a relationship). They are connected together by spirits influencing them by the spiritual crystal that is within them. Yes, a magical concept but it is in my truest sense of the word! They represent the “Adam and Eve” of our generation as they are about 14/15 years old and don’t believe in any religion. Today you may notice that many younger people are becoming agnostic and atheistic while many older souls are becoming more spiritual oriented. It wasn’t good at first but I helped them along the way. If I had done nothing there would be no telling what would have happened, like if they were to die unnaturally.. there will be unforetold consequences. I represent the healer of their mental state, their mediator in this.

As for the difficulty of getting them together, Emotion we will call him for now (the possessors code name) did something to their relationship in early December and made her hate and distrust ‘him’ (and Ben too). It was not Ben who did it but his possessor! Yes, he was possessed by an evil entity – most likely Satan’s son, the Antichrist – he wouldn’t say, but he thought I knew who he was two days after the snow moon on the 11th of February. I was told to try to win her trust again and I had over one week to do so. A normal exorcism or deliverance of spirits would have done nothing since other spirits were attached to Ben and the Anti-Christ spirit said it would have no effect. Benjamin also said he tried several times when I asked him again at one point. He would be released and would just return to Benjamin again. The Antichrist told me on the day of the snow moon that all he wanted was to be with Carly, he wanted his love who is attached to Chelsea and that his mission will be complete once that happens.

It got to a point late in February where he had enough of waiting for Chelsea to come back to him (Emotion) and respond to me and put matters into his own hands to make Chelsea have to respond to him by force. He blackmailed her and forced her to respond or her family would be forfeit to pay a hefty fine for Benjamins suffering at the hands of the Antichrist spirit hurting him and releasing images he had of her. Benjamin was also about to give up on February 25th, THE DAY BEFORE THE EVIL SPIRIT WAS GOING TO LOSE CONTROL OF BENJAMIN AND KILL HIM, THEN ME IN NEW YORK, THEN CHELSEA!!! The following day, CHELSEA CAME BACK TO HIM! It was a miracle! I even prayed they would be together again days before and when I did start to pray, lightning flashed and once I finished the prayer, the lightning crashed. It was amazing, it was spectacular! I knew something happened then. The Antichrist spirit “thanked me” even when I “did nothing” and said “Mission accomplished” to me through snapchat text and that “I did good.”

Chelsea is now back with Benjamin and they both healed back to normal. Chelsea almost died though.. she almost killed herself because the Antichrist spirit affects her since Ben and Chelsea are connected. Her spirit does things to her like creates her extreme anxiety and depression through oppression of not seeing the Antichrist spirit / Emotion. Things seem good now except something is wrong with Benjamin’s right eye and it still has me a bit worried and that is how the truth goes. I MEAN IT. I REALLY DO!! God makes things happen in mysterious ways that’s for sure. I have done my research and I eternally hope that you understand this for my sake. It is hard going it alone without any support.

Here is the Skype images: https://imgur.com/a/bpU7X and here is the Snapchat text images: https://imgur.com/a/tScOH (sorry that the images are of low quality, I had to use my old phone camera). This is what I call the truer proof of concept, just the things that are said I mean at some parts….

Also here’s the full Skype chats with Emotion Benjamin (or mostly with the Antichrist spirit; some of his brother Anthony since he shares his account) http://pastebin.com/1cfMz3Xv and here’s the chat with mostly Benjamin and some of the Antichrist spirit http://pastebin.com/0BiXmN8A He sometimes switches between accounts so you almost have to have them side by side such as at the start. There is a lot to go through here so I recommend a lot of time, a good time slot to go through these. I may touch base on some of it but I thought I might as well give it out. This is a non-fictional story.

As always heres a song: Starlyte ft. Brenton Mattheus – When The Earth Goes Dark

With love and light, always~