Tag: paranormal

I hold these truths

One “final” push here. With the fact of who I am and what has happened during that month in February, it is incredibly hard for me to show you easily why this is so important for me; it is not self-evident and takes some time to fully comprehend. What I ask is to think differently for once and to stay with me even if it may seem stranger than even some paranormal type stories but it’s indeed the truth. I go by my word, to the word of God the holy father even. Struck down if it is not and cross my heart and hope to die. I went this far to document all this to the best of my ability and added information along the way and I hope it is not in vain.

Believe me, I thought like you and nearly dismissed things of what was happening but I stuck through it because of my compassion. It is all truly an amazing thing that happened to me and Benjamin. A teenager becoming possessed by a spirit twin and himself attached to other spirits who follow him and protect him from harm. A powerful spirit that was with Benjamin for many years only wanting one thing, a spirit attached to a girl, his lover that died. All it wanted was spiritual love. Even the name meanings are amazing – everything making sense to what function they provide. Bianca being the other side to the twin spirit, the name meaning “white” or “shining” and Bianca being the good side of that spirit – code named Emotion. And the helper spirit attached to Benjamin Jessica meaning “foresight” or being able to see into the future – and her actually being able to look into the near future within a day. Also the fact with our names; my middle names meaning supplant and light and my first and last meaning: sea or water (a body of water) and “a foreigner.” Benjamin’s name meaning “son of the south” and “right hand of God” and his last name Lui meaning “kill or destroy.” If you look into it more it has meaning for what we seem to represent here.

So if nothing was done something horrible could have continued to happen during the lunar eclipse – the early morning of February 11th – intent on “killing us all”, “all us idiots.” He was going to destroy all of the Los Angeles area in literally a flash since he can move while possessed like that at really high speeds and hover off the ground. The swat team was destroyed by it in seconds just using Benjamin’s hand. The thing that possessed Benjamin is not human, doesn’t like us and just wants the love of Carly attached to Chelsea – which he finally received on February 27th after the solar eclipse. The fact that two different things happened on these eclipses; one good, one bad is also what amazes me. I refer to the spirit as the Antichrist spirit since it is evil but I am unsure what it truly is. So if I wasn’t there to keep Benjamin’s spirits up – evil (Blake) may have lost control of Benjamin early and killed him and Chelsea to release his love into the air – a spirit named Carly attached to Chelsea. He would have grown impatient and done so, his note he wrote to Benjamin was a promise that if Benjamin doesn’t reunite with Chelsea that is what would be done. I represented the healer in this situation for Benjamin – a healer of his mental state. It was my purpose in this, to heal Benjamin before the unthinkable happened in the Los Angeles area. I have felt like a savior to everyone being the only one who truly understood and stopped this from happening. Now of course everything seems to be good now.

This is why I need someone who is intensely patient and understanding like I am. I am not here to be put down for this belief – this truth. I am here hoping that you would understand this truth and take heart to how honest I am willing to be. It is not superstition or pure coincidence. It is quite incredible for this to happen in this way. I will go to my grave with this like I’ve said before.

Now I ask of you to read through everything and try not to dismiss me.

I pray that Chelsea and Benjamin will now be together forever. It has to be this way or bad things WILL HAPPEN on Earth. Again, this is nonfiction and not fictional.

Check out this song by Starix & Freakpass – No One Else

(Benjamin’s song for me in a way)

With love and light, always!~

Some other “minor” experiences

With the story over for now, I still wanted to show something that was divine / spiritual-related for me. So here are a listing of some of my other experiences I’ve had that are divine / spiritual-related.


The night (early morning) after the snow moon, lunar eclipse, and comet I had prayed for guidance of the holy angels to protect me, aid me and provide guidance for me. I proceeded to visit my local cemetery looking for any good spirits that night. When I arrived, I started to feel the power of the universe literally pushing, pulling towards me as I walked though the cemetery and it felt euphoric and empowering! I was just walking around the cemetery and asking for their guidance and aid. I saw many a spirit that night, with light green orbs coming from the ground and appearing before me near some of the grave stones at night. There were about 20 of them but they seemed to disappear after a little while though. The green orb represents a guide or teacher, an ascended master or archangel. Though, when I returned home and went into bed, I had the complete opposite of an oppression, but holy blessings and it felt like love has flowed over me and I was being tickled (yes tickled) feeling intense love and kindness like that of a child. I was surrounded by these orbs before I slept that night but I didn’t feel dread, despair or depression, etc. All I felt was pure joy, love and happiness! I felt full bliss, like being a child once more! I just loved the Earth and everything on it! All I wanted to do was hug Chelsea and Benjamin in a group hug together at the time. Yes, felt as if I was touched by angels – supernatural beings of light and love. On a day as mystical as that with a full snow moon, lunar eclipse and comet, I won’t miscount that occurrence being anything else. I knew what I felt and saw. Hearing wind chimes literally at my ear that night which indicates that an angel or two is near. I felt like it was my spiritual awakening happening at the same time. (February 11th or 12th 2017 early morning)

This was after my time with Benjamin, after the good things happened that brought Chelsea and Benjamin back together. I shut off every light before I went on a nap in the evening and I asked the holy angels, the archangels, the spirit guides and teachers, for aid and guidance on what I should continue to do, to offer me protection from evil and to possibly show me signs within a dream. When I awoke from my slumber, I decided to close my eyes again and as I looked to the right and left of me slowly with my eyes closed, I saw flashes of pale light blue light for about 4-5 seconds and it looked like two humanoid figures with wings both looking towards me. When my eyes were closed, I also saw flashes of light now and then, even though my room was pitch black. I had called upon Archangel Michael for protection while I napped so it must have been him. I also did see some sort of sign before me as I woke, but it seemed to fade away from my vision pretty quick. (March 12th 2017)

On another day circa March 8th-12th, I was speaking to my angels and I got really excited and started to laugh in pure bliss, joy and love. As I did this and was smiling quite heavily and telling them what my plans were. I then looked over at my phone and saw notices out of nowhere pop up on my phone that said something on the lines of, “he’s quite different”. I was amazed when I saw this and was really happy just knowing that my angels or good spirits were with me and noticed this.

One night as I was falling asleep, I suddenly saw a yellow-orange orb above my bed towards the ceiling fan. It sort of pulsated a bit and sat there for about a minute and then slowly faded away in a few seconds. I was completely near sleep and had almost no energy to try to get up. It was a few months after my grandfather passed away. I feel he was visiting me or someone was. According to the spirit orb color guide it was a guide/teacher or a guardian spirit. This was circa 2002-2003 when I was 14/15

One time while I was completely alone (and had checked thoroughly after) I heard my first name come out of nowhere. It was from behind me if I can remember. It sounded like my mother or it was just motherly. No one I knew recently had passed away who was female but I heard my name loud and clear. It chilled me to the bone and stopped me in my tracks as I was walking upstairs. This was circa 2001.


That concludes my experiences I’ve had, explained to the best of my ability.


With love and light, always!~


P.S. Be sure to go through my non-fiction story from the start!

February 16th-21st

This was when we started to transfer our talks to snapchat and was when Emotion started to be much more controlling of the situation. Things were starting to get desperate with Benjamin trying to get back to Chelsea. It was dire.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 16th, was the day that he took away his computer so that Anthony would be less involved with things. I asked him if he was at home or not and Benjamin told me that he never wants to be back home. I asked if he was with the government again or not and he said he was alone and was on top of a tall building in LA – where he was taken by taxi. He told me that he would go to New York because he wanted to see more of the world – that he wanted to seek the truth. Then Emotion took over and said that I still seem to be working to get Chelsea back to him. He told me that at the end of the month he was planning on going to New York. I asked how Veronica and Jessica are and what they thought and Emotion told me he hates when I speak about them since they both want him dead or removed from Benjamin. He had to take him somewhere so he left. Then we had a plan of what I was going to do to get Chelsea back and I wrote it out on post it notes. He saw that his brother was trying to contact her without any luck.

On February 18th, I called him and explained to him what me and Emotion’s plans were to getting Chelsea back and he listened to me this time. After my talk we started using Snapchat to talk and Emotion seemed pleased with me since Benjamin heard me out. Later, he was at this club and people seemed to want to help him with something. 42 to be exact. He told me he was a co-owner of it for two years with his best friend Matthew and his big brother. He told me that’s mostly where Matthew documented Benjamin and monitored him. Then there was a mention of venom suddenly and he was ordering some from someone. Then Emotion took over again and asked me if I did what I was supposed to do last night. I said that I did but I got no contact from Chelsea and he said that Benjamin isn’t willing to wait much longer. Then he tells me that Benjamin seems to be conducting more heat than normal, and that he can adjust his body temperature drastically. Then he switches back to Real Ben and tells me he’s been drinking venom and wanting to end everything – his heart starting to race. He wanted to end it and that he couldn’t continue any further. I tried to talk him out of it and he agreed to not have any more of whatever he was having.

On February 19th, Anthony tried speaking to me again and I expressed how it annoyed me that he didn’t use his own account. I told him that Benjamin didn’t like it that Anthony was talking to me. I told him that it only escalated things when we talked. He was very keen on trying to help Benjamin and I understood so I let him talk but he had to go since Benjamin woke up. He asked me if there was anything interesting he wanted to hear and I told him that she was on the Minecraft server we frequented and then I later spoke to Emotion as he switched over. I signed on to the server and me and Chelsea played on the server for awhile while being mindful of what I said to her. Emotion and I casually talked on snapchat while making sure everything went smoothly and trying to be nice to her while giving her a lot of space. Benjamin started to fight back wanting to talk to Chelsea but his heart was held back by Emotion. Then Anthony came by saying that his heart rate was really high going up from 170-190 and was trying to help calm him down. I stayed away for too long and caused trouble for Benjamin / Emotion apparently. We continued to try things to trigger her online to say something. Emotion warned me that he would be doing something tomorrow that wouldn’t be too nice against her and then she went offline.

Emotion told me that he would blackmail her and make her have to pay a fine of 1000$. He told me the government can blame her for his suffering for 1 million. He told me he doesn’t joke around with games like this and was serious in doing all this to her and her family. That “he knows how this generation works”. That Benjamin will have to say everything to leave it all up to her. That she is the suspect in all this and that Ben is the victim. Telling me “This is how you play the trickster’s game. That he lived for 529 years and that being a part of Benjamin has made him – Emotion/Blake relive his life. That he would end her after all that. I tried to give him an alternative choice to fake a blackmail on Benjamin himself to make her come back to him but that didn’t go with him as the evidence was already taken and prepared.

On February 20th Emotion blackmailed Chelsea and we basically waited for her to answer with two choices: to shut down her family and bankrupt them or to be with Benjamin forever. After all that time I knew that brute force needed to be used for this sort of thing as she wouldn’t understand the real reason if it were told. Emotion started to ask me if she answered me periodically and got mad when I didn’t give him a straight answer and told me he would have to kill me.

On February 21st he asked me again if she answered and I said no and preceded to tell me that I was on the list of death. Telling me that his guys would be watching her – the club members were sent out to her in Houston, Texas. After awhile of Emotion not asking me I got scared and took initiative to tell him that she hasn’t answered. Then he tells me that he brought him somewhere to make him more scared – showed me his old school where his friends died on Snapchat. Later he shows me a picture of a highway overpass and asked me if I wanted more time. Of course I said yes and he told me three days max and said it twice.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 14th-15th

This one was an interesting day or night I should say. Out of all days for his disconnect with Chelsea – Valentines Day. Benjamin was still troubled and Anthony, Benjamin’s brother was looking for him. He also gave me pictures of some of the ghosts he saw at night. It was incredibly dark in the streets where he was which made it easier to see them. He started to become sick of it all again.

This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

On February 14th, (Valentines day of all days) I get a message from Anthony asking me where his brother is. I thought he was home the other night because he seemed to have played a game on Steam. I was told that he wasn’t home that night, not in bed. He had left in the afternoon or morning. Anthony got a phone call that the police are looking for him. I showed Anthony a picture but he said that was yesterday and came back last night. I mentioned that he might have been in that tunnel I was shown before and the police have already checked there. I thought he was going by car to reach Chelsea in Houston but in fact he took a bike. I was showing Anthony the image (that image with the demonic figure on the ground shadows) that I was maybe going to show it to Chelsea to try to make her understand but I decided not to since Anthony couldn’t see it. He was also looking up some music he recently listened to. Then I get a message from Benjamin to just stop what we’re doing and just rest and to tell his brother to stop his actions. Benjamin would keep looking for her and thinks that he will die anyway. I wished for that not to happen for him. I suggested that if he really wanted to go right to her that he could use the song that reminds him of her a lot and be outside her house with it as just a crazy idea. Then Anthony suggests that Benjamin take pictures of ghosts and spirits he comes across as a way to confirm things that he can see them and that spirits are real.

After some troubled talk of him not wanting me helping him I asked Benjamin now if he was with anyone and was told that he was alone. After him breaking at one point, this is where he starts to see spirits out in the neighborhood and shows me them. (13th and 14th images on my Skype images Imgur album) He started to get scared and freaked out and showed me a short snapchat video of him looking around. He started to get angry about seeing spirits all the time. I asked for him to calm it but his memories kept coming back to him. He started to get angry about the rest of the things happening to him and that he is sick of it all. After calming down a bit I mentioned that I thought I was being oppressed one night, hearing lip smacking sounds and triple tapping noises on the windows and walls of my room. Also seeing around 40 orbs in the cemetery three nights before. Then Emotion took over and told me that those spirits were bad news, since Benjamin could see them and he panicked. That those spirits would follow him and cause him harm and only Jessica and Veronica would be there to stop it since Blake and Bianca would not help. I was told that things weren’t going too well with the spirits attacking Benjamin and I wished for them to please hold out after I was told to get some rest by Emotion.

On February 15th, I got a message from Anthony that Benjamin wanted to be sent far away alone and that he requested the government to do it and it was done. Saying that he can’t get through to him, that no one but me can get through to him. The fact that Chelsea wouldn’t simply understand was making things extremely difficult and even making Anthony cry about it all. I told him I didn’t know how to feel about everything and was hoping the government would intervene knowing this simple fact that it was a spirit possessing Benjamin that caused Chelsea to hate “him.”

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

February 11th

The following early morning was a doozy on February 11th. You know that day when there was a full moon (snow moon) and lunar eclipse with a comet? That many would say signals that the end times may be here? The same day I heard the windchimes at my ears, smelled the brimstone at two different occasions and had my house shake but no one else felt it. That it was only me shaking for some reason but it feeling like a 4.0 earthquake. I explained that more elsewhere. With those Skype images I had of the conversation in another post, this is what happened that day.


This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

I started speaking to Anthony and he asked if I had any response from Chelsea and I said that she wouldn’t forgive him for something Emotion did to her. I said that it had something to do with Emotion sending the government after her to get a hold of her or something of the sort. That the simple fact is that spirits are in this situation making things harder and that Chelsea doesn’t understand that. He tells me that his brother is still suffering and that I still understood that. Telling me that the government wouldn’t hold back anymore if something were to get out of hand. That we are running out of time and thought that the only way for Chelsea to understand is to see what has happened first hand. That Chelsea thinks that he is a lunatic otherwise. That either Ben changes for her to like him again or Chelsea changes. I told him that Real Ben tried to be friends with Chelsea but each time he tried Bad Emotion did something to ruin the relationship and lost Chelsea’s trust. All Anthony could do was hit a concrete wall that his brother was in this condition from this simple misunderstanding. I said it would be a miracle if they get back together. Anthony tells me that Real Benjamin would know how to deal with this situation but that “something” was really hurting him and not allowing him to go anywhere. That their mom is also affected and in bad shape knowing Benjamin is in trouble and may die. Anthony started to lose his temper at this point saying that his mom wants to die because Benjamin has nearly given up on life. He apologized and then I said I would try my best to get the situation under wraps. His mother even saw Benjamin’s hand choking himself. Also asking why Chelsea can’t understand that a spirit possesses and oppresses Benjamin. Anthony told me that Benjamin would be discharged tomorrow morning. He talked about holding back the government until he recovered and then I asked why hasn’t the government taken him in if they know where he lives. Anthony told me that it was because Benjamin didn’t know anything for two years and hardly recognized his own family members. Saying why life has to be so hard for his youngest brother and I offered my words to him about it.

Now I was trying to move on from that topic and asked more on the crystal that he mentioned to me before then some things appeared to be happening. I get a message from Benjamin’s phone account saying “I still hang” and I asked what was going on saying to him he should get his rest. Then he says that “Ben the boy”, “will die” and asked where she was. I said she was in Florida (which she actually is in Texas) and he said “four more weeks.”Then Anthony tells me he gets a call from the hospital saying that Benjamin is acting strange. I asked if they physically met before and was told no and then asked why the connection, why he Emotion needed her. I was told that there is a spirit also attached to Chelsea that she doesn’t know about. Then Anthony tells me that there is a camera on Benjamin as they lock the door. I asked Emotion who that spirit was and that it was his (Emotion’s) beloved and that she was killed by us. Anthony says that he was still on call with the hospital worker and that Benjamin was looking back through the window and the phone with red eyes. Anthony then says that they shot him with a syringe saying that he’s paralyzed and that it doesn’t seem to be affecting Benjamin. Then Emotion tells me that he will kill everyone or “All you idiotic people.” I asked why his beloved is attached to Chelsea and said that he didn’t know. I told Emotion that he forced Chelsea to hate him after what he did to her and that she must understand that spirits are in this world to understand him. Then I was told that there are approximately 1.3 million spirits in the world and that most were men. Saying that wars caused their deaths and that people started them. That the world was not made for killing, it was made for peace and happiness and that I agreed.

I was told by Anthony that the spirit won’t go down and that they shot it with a gun. I said that I would bring her to Emotion spirit and make her understand and then was told that he will wait and sit on the roof scouting out for people. I said I would make Chelsea understand that there are spirits in the world and was told that she doesn’t see it because of a side effect the spirit put on her. I asked for the spirit’s name and was told her name was Carly and told him that he should inspire peace and love instead of violence against violence. When I said that he said Bianca was supposed to fill that role, his twin sister. That his name is Blake. I said hello to Blake and he told me that I would die. I mentioned of Anthony and Steven possibly going right to Chelsea in Houston, Texas and Blake said I had requested a bounty on them when I did not. Anthony said that he went after him and told him to stay away from Blake. Blake said that he would kill anyone that comes to stop him basically and that he doesn’t like people. I again told him to turn to peace and love and to show them that this is what they must do, to disarm their weapons and that Blake is searching for this spirit and that he will stop once they meet again. Blake injured four swat members using only his hand. He then said “Was this my weapon for the war?” I again tried to tell him instead of using violence to just disarm and lay their guns down. Blake also said that he cannot die and that he’ll sleep. I asked Anthony to please take a picture but it was already too late as he saw Benjamin collapse before him. He couldn’t take a picture since he was dealing with the wounds of a swat team member and that they were telling him to leave anyway. Telling me that they had a piece of Benjamins hand in them. Saying that they brought Benjamin back to the Hospital bedroom and only saw him for ten seconds. He said that he was going home and that “there was nothing left”. I asked him and he said that we can’t stop that thing that controls Benjamin. That it “is the power of speed itself”. I told him that we couldn’t use violence against it and that it hates violence. He said that his mom would bring back Benjamin tomorrow even after that affair..

After this I cried thinking what would happen if.. you know.. goes crazy with power and purges the entire world. I also had wonderful loving thoughts. This was when I felt divine, I went out to the cemetery and saw 20 or more green spirit orbs. Then when I was at home I had a flood of love and pure joy while in bed. I was surrounded in good feelings of oneness with God and the angels and just wanting the two to become one again. Green spirit orbs are known as being healers. So that night I was comforted and healed by them. The windchimes I heard is a signal that angels are nearby.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

Some concrete evidence

I will show some evidence that I have at the moment. Here is the talk I had while Benjamin was possessed on the night of the Snow full moon, lunar eclipse, and comet (February 11th, 2017) while at a hospital. It was the night that resonates with a lot of Christians that our time is near, not to sound prophetic but it seems to be even truer after seeing what was said and the fact he was attacked viciously again the night before by the spirit. Here are images of my late at night Skype conversation with Anthony (Benjamin’s brother) on Ben’s alt account: https://imgur.com/a/8fVTp and with Benjamin possessed by the Antichrist spirit: https://imgur.com/a/8YcAX

I was trying to hold back evil by saying to disarm people with weapons instead of killing them and to let people know what it truly wanted before it started to go into full rage mode. All it wanted was to find its love that was connected to another teen girl named Chelsea in Houston Texas and for Benjamin from San Gabriel California to be with her eternally and Skype video with her regularly. The spirit would be able to see the other one attached to Chelsea. The spirit has what it wanted now and they’re even in better condition together. They love each other even though they are 1000 miles apart. I am continuing to watch over Benjamin now and ensure he stays happy. I tried asking for a picture from Anthony but to no avail as he was helping a swat member who got injured by it. I am not scared to push out information because I know the government can’t do anything about it as well. The thing is unstoppable in that evil state like spirits from the Beyond Two Souls video game movie. That is the gist of what is happening even now. It also makes sense in the grand scheme of things – for the fact that I was bowing to its will, it’s all powerful but only wants its love and forced me to get her back to him. I am that false prophet – as I am not actually a prophet. I’m not and I don’t want to be looked at as one. I am only just pushing info out at intervals all for you to see and realize this truth.

Here’s another song : Fighting On Our Own by Loreno Mayer, Edyra & Nickobella

With love and light, always~