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Some other “minor” experiences

With the story over for now, I still wanted to show something that was divine / spiritual-related for me. So here are a listing of some of my other experiences I’ve had that are divine / spiritual-related.


On February 11th, the night (early morning) after the snow moon, lunar eclipse, and comet I had prayed for guidance of the holy angels to protect me, aid me and provide guidance for me. I proceeded to visit my local cemetery looking for any good spirits that night since I didn’t know who else to turn to at the time. When I arrived, I started to feel the power of the universe literally pushing, pulling towards me as I walked through the cemetery and it felt euphoric and empowering! I was just walking around the cemetery and asking for their guidance and aid. I saw many a spirit that night, with light green orbs coming from the ground and appearing before me near some of the grave stones at night. There were about 20 of them but they seemed to disappear after a little while though. The green orb represents healing, a guide or teacher, an ascended master or archangel. Though, when I returned home and went into bed, I had the complete opposite of an oppression, but holy blessings and it felt like love has flowed over me and I was being tickled (yes tickled) feeling intense love and kindness like that of a child. The tickling felt over whelming on me as I tossed and turned from it and was laughing. I was surrounded by these orbs before I slept that night but I didn’t feel dread, despair or depression, etc. All I felt was pure joy, love and happiness! I felt full bliss, like being a child once more! I just loved the Earth and everything on it! All I wanted to do was hug Chelsea and Benjamin in a group hug together at the time. Yes, felt as if I was touched by angels – supernatural beings of light and love. On a day as mystical as that with a full snow moon, lunar eclipse and comet, I won’t miscount that occurrence being anything else. I knew what I felt and saw. Hearing wind chimes literally at my ear the night before on the 10th which indicates that an angel or two is near. I felt like it was my spiritual awakening happening at the same time. (February 11th, 2017 early morning)

This was after my time with Benjamin, after the good things happened that brought Chelsea and Benjamin back together. I shut off every light before I went on a nap in the evening and I asked the holy angels, the archangels, the spirit guides and teachers, for aid and guidance on what I should continue to do, to offer me protection from evil and to possibly show me signs within a dream. When I awoke from my slumber, I decided to close my eyes again and as I looked to the right and left of me slowly with my eyes closed, I saw flashes of pale light blue light for about 4-5 seconds and it looked like two humanoid figures with wings both looking towards me. When my eyes were closed, I also saw flashes of light now and then, even though my room was pitch black. I had called upon Archangel Michael for protection while I napped so it must have been him. I also did see some sort of sign before me as I woke, but it seemed to fade away from my vision pretty quick. (March 12th, 2017)

On another day circa March 8th-12th, I was speaking to my angels and I got really excited and started to laugh in pure bliss, joy and love. As I did this and was smiling quite heavily and telling them what my plans were. I then looked over at my phone and saw notices out of nowhere pop up on my phone that said something on the lines of, “he’s quite different”. I was amazed when I saw this and was really happy just knowing that my angels or good spirits were with me and noticed this.

On two separate occasions while at school I would go out to a dark area to watch the shooting star showers. On both occasions I would see this orb of light in the sky moving around strangely and would pulsate. Then it suddenly stopped, shot up and vanished at incredible speed. I thought this had to be an UFO but in fact I think what I saw was actually an angel. An angel’s brilliant white light. (2013 / 2014)

One night as I was falling asleep, I suddenly saw a yellow-orange orb above my bed towards the ceiling fan. It sort of pulsated a bit and sat there for about a minute and then slowly faded away in a few seconds. I was completely near sleep and had almost no energy to try to get up. It was a few months after my grandfather passed away. I feel he was visiting me or someone was. According to the spirit orb color guide it was a guide/teacher or a guardian spirit. This was circa 2002-2003 when I was 14/15

One time while I was completely alone (and had checked thoroughly after) I heard my first name come out of nowhere. It was from behind me if I can remember. It sounded like my mother or it was just motherly. No one I knew recently had passed away who was female but I heard my name loud and clear. It chilled me to the bone and stopped me in my tracks as I was walking upstairs. This was circa 2001.


That concludes my experiences I’ve had, explained to the best of my ability.


With love and light, always!~


P.S. Be sure to go through my non-fiction story from the prologue!


My Ascension Sickness and Evolution

With my progress on my ascension sickness I have experienced the higher vibrations of the divine. My chakras have opened and evolved – I try to balance them the best I can now. My spiritual perception has also increased, my intuition and general perception has skyrocketed. Back in February, I had a compassion for the Earth, for humanity and other beings I never thought I had after what happened to me and Benjamin on the night of the snow moon. It explains the vibrations I had which I couldn’t explain when I shook involuntarily and thought there was an earthquake or a truck going by which there was not. Also, divine synchronicity which is a concept which holds that events are “meaningful coincidences” if they occur with no casual relationship yet seem to be meaningfully related – which I’ve had plenty of but it seems more than coincidences to me.

I’ve had a lot of symptoms occur while I had all this happen to me however. Challenges, emotional struggles and mental and physical pain all occurred to me. I had trouble with my emotions had mental and physical pains on my head around my forehead that didn’t feel like the normal headache or migraine – It felt like a numbing sensation, it was different. Changes happened to me on the level of mind, body, spirit and emotion. My vibrational energy has become lighter, my conscious awareness has expanded and my thoughts, emotions and beliefs have changed – especially that night of the snow moon on February 11th. My physical body is shifting to hold increased levels of light. There is a tingling that happens around my forehead and I can never put my finger on it as to why it happens and my doctor doesn’t know why I have this happen either. I also at times get a rush of energy flow through me like electricity. I feel this tingling happen at the top of my head and at times in my hands – it is the divine light flowing in and around me. Whenever I look up my angel numbers I get from a call on the phone, seeing the number randomly, hearing a telephone or fire dept. siren they pretty much fall in line to what I may be feeling at the time.

I am connected to my higher self a higher consciousness and feel much more present and aware. I have the 7 signs of spiritual awakening. http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/7-signs-of-spiritual-awakening/

Our physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual states are all aspects of our lives that will undergo change. We evolved physically in the past 50,000 years and evolved mentally in the past 2000. Our next evolution is spiritually – as our mentality is already at its height during this digital age. Emotions are a part of it and can wait.

Here are the full symptoms: http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/spiritual-awakening-ascension-symptoms/

And here is a song: Broiler – Rays of Light


With love and light, always!~

February 11th

The following early morning was a doozy on February 11th. You know that day when there was a full moon (snow moon) and lunar eclipse with a comet? That many would say signals that the end times may be here? The same day I heard the windchimes at my ears, smelled the brimstone at two different occasions and had my house shake but no one else felt it. That it was only me shaking for some reason but it feeling like a 4.0 earthquake. I explained that more elsewhere. With those Skype images I had of the conversation in another post, this is what happened that day.


This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.

I started speaking to Anthony and he asked if I had any response from Chelsea and I said that she wouldn’t forgive him for something Emotion did to her. I said that it had something to do with Emotion sending the government after her to get a hold of her or something of the sort. That the simple fact is that spirits are in this situation making things harder and that Chelsea doesn’t understand that. He tells me that his brother is still suffering and that I still understood that. Telling me that the government wouldn’t hold back anymore if something were to get out of hand. That we are running out of time and thought that the only way for Chelsea to understand is to see what has happened first hand. That Chelsea thinks that he is a lunatic otherwise. That either Ben changes for her to like him again or Chelsea changes. I told him that Real Ben tried to be friends with Chelsea but each time he tried Bad Emotion did something to ruin the relationship and lost Chelsea’s trust. All Anthony could do was hit a concrete wall that his brother was in this condition from this simple misunderstanding. I said it would be a miracle if they get back together. Anthony tells me that Real Benjamin would know how to deal with this situation but that “something” was really hurting him and not allowing him to go anywhere. That their mom is also affected and in bad shape knowing Benjamin is in trouble and may die. Anthony started to lose his temper at this point saying that his mom wants to die because Benjamin has nearly given up on life. He apologized and then I said I would try my best to get the situation under wraps. His mother even saw Benjamin’s hand choking himself. Also asking why Chelsea can’t understand that a spirit possesses and oppresses Benjamin. Anthony told me that Benjamin would be discharged tomorrow morning. He talked about holding back the government until he recovered and then I asked why hasn’t the government taken him in if they know where he lives. Anthony told me that it was because Benjamin didn’t know anything for two years and hardly recognized his own family members. Saying why life has to be so hard for his youngest brother and I offered my words to him about it.

Now I was trying to move on from that topic and asked more on the crystal that he mentioned to me before then some things appeared to be happening. I get a message from Benjamin’s phone account saying “I still hang” and I asked what was going on saying to him he should get his rest. Then he says that “Ben the boy”, “will die” and asked where Chelsea was. I said she was in Florida (which she actually is in Texas) and he said “four more weeks.”Then Anthony tells me he gets a call from the hospital saying that Benjamin is acting strange. I asked if they physically met before and was told no and then asked why the connection, why he Emotion needed her. I was told that there is a spirit also attached to Chelsea that she doesn’t know about. Then Anthony tells me that there is a camera on Benjamin as they lock the door. I asked Emotion who that spirit was and that it was his (Emotion’s) beloved and that she was killed by us. Anthony says that he was still on call with the hospital worker and that Benjamin was looking back through the window and the phone with red eyes. Anthony then says that they shot him with a syringe saying that he’s paralyzed and that it doesn’t seem to be affecting Benjamin. Then Emotion tells me that he will kill everyone or “All you idiotic people.” I asked why his beloved is attached to Chelsea and said that he didn’t know. I told Emotion that he forced Chelsea to hate him after what he did to her and that she must understand that spirits are in this world to understand him. Then I was told that there are approximately 1.3 million spirits in the world and that most were men. Saying that wars caused their deaths and that people started them. That the world was not made for killing, it was made for peace and happiness and that I agreed.

I was told by Anthony that the Emotion spirit levitated and won’t go down and that they gave it a shot. I said that I would bring her to Emotion spirit and make her understand and then was told that he will wait and sit on the roof scouting out for people. I said I would make Chelsea understand that there are spirits in the world and was told that she doesn’t see it because of a side effect the spirit put on her. I asked for the spirit’s name and was told her name was Carly and told him that he should inspire peace and love instead of violence against violence. When I said that he said Bianca was supposed to fill that role, his twin sister. That his name is Blake. I said hello to Blake and he told me that I would die. I mentioned of Anthony and Steven possibly going right to Chelsea in Houston, Texas and Blake said I had requested a bounty on them when I did not. Anthony said that he went after him and told him to stay away from Blake. Blake said that he would kill anyone that comes to stop him basically and that he doesn’t like people. I again told him to turn to peace and love and to show them that this is what they must do, to disarm their weapons and that Blake is searching for this spirit and that he will stop once they meet again. Blake injured four swat members using only his hand. He then said “Was this my weapon for the war?” I again tried to tell him instead of using violence to just disarm and lay their guns down. Blake also said that he cannot die and that he’ll sleep. I asked Anthony to please take a picture but it was already too late as he saw Benjamin collapse before him. He couldn’t take a picture since he was dealing with the wounds of a swat team member and that they were telling him to leave anyway. Telling me that they had a piece of Benjamins hand in them. Saying that they brought Benjamin back to the Hospital bedroom and only saw him for ten seconds. He said that he was going home and that “there was nothing left”. I asked him and he said that we can’t stop that thing that controls Benjamin. That it “is the power of speed itself”. I told him that we couldn’t use violence against it and that it hates violence. He said that his mom would bring back Benjamin tomorrow even after that affair..

After this I cried at night thinking what would happen if.. this powerful spirit.. goes crazy with power and purges the entire world. I also had wonderful loving thoughts. This was when I felt divine being the only one that knows of this threat with amazing things happening to me that special night. I went out to the cemetery looking for the only help I could possibly find and saw 20 or more green spirit orbs. I felt like the celestial events magnified the energies that night. Then when I was at home I had a flood of what I would call love energy and pure joy while in bed surrounded by these orbs again. I was surrounded in good feelings of oneness with God and the angels and just wanting the two to become one again. I loved the Earth and everything on it. Green spirit orbs are known as being healers. So that night I was comforted and healed by them. The windchimes I heard is a signal that angels are nearby. I seriously couldn’t explain it but it was an overwhelming feeling. More about it in “my other ‘minor’ experiences” post.

You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.

You may get to my Skype images at my “how the story goes” post. I suggest you only see the ones that you need to see for the time being.

With love and light, always!~

My spiritual vibrations

Sometimes I can’t help myself when thinking of my personal connection with God. I start to push up my head and shake it back and forth lightly when I have intense thoughts of oneness with Jesus Christ, with God and the angels. It happens involuntarily and I can’t stop it. It feels like butterflies in my stomach, a surge of energy, of love flowing through me and it feels so warm and good! I mostly feel it around my crown chakra but at times it rushes down from my head to my feet and it feels delightful, like being hugged by angels – their feathery wings against me. Being embraced by their ever-lasting love. Sometimes looking at angel numbers and it showing exactly how I feel when I look up that number. Like 7:11 PM, angel number 711 for instance: here. It feels incredible at times how connected I feel with my angels especially when I think of them or when my intuition is realized. I make sure to look at the time at times and whenever I hear a phone ring or a car beeping, etc. I take note of it. I ran into a good friend out of the blue on a walk just before and his name is Angel. Just learning from them feels so rewarding.


Music is a form of flattery for me so here’s Angel by Vanze and Reunify