The next one in the series will be given tomorrow. This is a nonfiction story of extreme hardships, the divine purpose before me, mysticism, my ascension sickness that I dealt with and esotericism. It is important to start from the prologue of this story for it to come together and to look through the rest of the earlier posts for information and insight. It is really important for you to do this to get the full picture. I wouldn’t be putting this down if I wasn’t being truthful and honest with everything.
To my amazement Benjamin came back home this day and was himself for once. The following day Emotion talked to me again. Then something happened to Benjamin – He had to go to the hospital.
On January 23rd, I got a rash message from his brother Anthony over Skype asking me where Benjamin is. I pinged him on his other Skype account (the one he uses his phone on) asking him if he’s ok and where he is located because he wouldn’t tell his brothers but seemed to answer me with ease. He was wondering why I was so concerned of his whereabouts. I was just glad I got in contact with him on Skype this time. He said he was taken in and questioned by police and was at some office building east of LA. His brother also said that this is a reoccurring thing that happens, taken in by the government and they question him. So he was walking home alone after that (and probably didn’t tell them where he lived or just wanted to walk home). After awhile, he actually returned home to my amazement and things seemed normal with him. We went back on to play some Minecraft with each other and things seemed normal for once. No sudden change of character during the day, just maybe a couple depressive thoughts. He did speak about the key again and I asked how to attain it. After him telling me it’s a key to another soul which will reveal the real Ben I know (back from September). I just went along with it and used the advice of that person from 7cups again to just play along with him.
On January 24th, I had a talk with Emotion Ben again. I thought at the time that this was just a code name he gives when he changes to his other self. I wasn’t really sure what was going on and why he was acting all different again. I knew him being normal for about four months time without this sudden change. He just said that the Emotion Ben and Real Ben (The Ben I know), that their souls would break. That the real Ben would be rid of and that he’s no longer needed for Emotion Ben. That Emotion Ben doesn’t like Real Ben. Then he just said he’s just an emotion with hate and he hates Real Ben because he’s the opposite – a good soul. I responded with some good words and he attacked me saying “Shut up” to me. Saying he hates everything and that he would kill me once he sees me and that “he would do anything to get his crystal, the key to the crystal”. Then he switches suddenly to Real Ben and he says “I can abandon all feelings.” I was wondering if he was ok after all that. I got a confirmation that it was him again and asked him how long this was going on. Asked if there were any words I needed to avoid and was told to just talk around it. I pretty much shrugged off whatever Emotion Ben said after. After some small talk I came back after my shower and saw that he said he was sorry for something. Saying that Emotion woke up and “got him” and sliced his body. 84 lacerations all over his body. I thought he was joking about being sliced up but he was serious. He fainted and then his brother Anthony came on and cursed at me wondering what happened to his brother. I told him that “Emotion” cut him and urged Anthony to send him to the hospital so that was done.
I get a message about two hours later that he’s in the hospital and that his wounds have already healed in under two hours no less. This was where I started thinking some sort of possession was happening to him. Him saying that the hospital didn’t do anything for him and that he healed on his own accord. I also thought at this time that he was making things up for me and that it was all a little hard to believe. He said that the doctor hypothesized that he had a lot of white blood cells to heal quickly. I apologized for what I said to him and was just trying to wrap my head around it. After some talk he passed the phone to his brother and after about a minute his brother said that “He’s gone” and asked what he meant by that. He said his brother was gone and said that something wasn’t right with him. I said that I might have some info for him (for Anthony) and asked how Ben was. He said that Ben was asleep and that they were taking a lot of blood. I asked if he was saying any strange things or acting completely different and Anthony said that “he wants the crystal” and that “everything is off about him.” Then I told him what he must do. I told him that an exorcism must be performed on him because he has signs of possession and gave him an excerpt from that scary night on the 22th when he wasn’t himself at all and recalled what happened on the 20th when I heard HIM speak to me. I didn’t get a response from Anthony but I still knew something was just not right with this situation.
You may follow the story from the full Skype chat logs from my “how the story goes” post.
With love and light, always~
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